NeoN0va
nearing the end
- Sep 24, 2024
- 211
As the title says, I'm taking a break. A break from life. A break from everyone, everything, including the forum too.
Things have started getting "better" for me, at least my stupid self thinks so. The last time something bad has really happened to me was at the end of the past cycle, around 2 or 3 weeks ago, and ever since that time, I've been slowly rising up, but really slowly; That's why to celebrate this somewhat of an achievement (Yes, I consider such a little improvement in life an achievement, even though it will 99.9% be temporary), I have decided to visit the site once my luck runs out, and I get hit like never before once again! I'm also going to mute practically most of my fake contacts for this duration, and focus just on stuff that makes me at least a bit less alone (My friend has told me he might bring his friend next time over. I'm so happy bc he knows how to cook so well omg!!!).
I don't know for how long will my luck last, but I hope it lasts for long enough that I survive at least half of november. I NEED to get past november. If I do make it past november, I can assure you all there's no way something so bad will happen to cause an impulse great enough to break through my SI.
By the way guys, I know this might be quite off the road, but I always ask others what is their favorite food, so I guess you can tell us here what your favorite food is!
Anyways, It's getting late for me. I'm currently sick, so I need a shit ton of good quality sleep to not wake up a zombie the next day, and hopefully I don't get a nightmare today. I might post about this nightmare on my profile one day, who knows, because it was quite of an actually scary nightmare for me lol. See you! (soon?)
Things have started getting "better" for me, at least my stupid self thinks so. The last time something bad has really happened to me was at the end of the past cycle, around 2 or 3 weeks ago, and ever since that time, I've been slowly rising up, but really slowly; That's why to celebrate this somewhat of an achievement (Yes, I consider such a little improvement in life an achievement, even though it will 99.9% be temporary), I have decided to visit the site once my luck runs out, and I get hit like never before once again! I'm also going to mute practically most of my fake contacts for this duration, and focus just on stuff that makes me at least a bit less alone (My friend has told me he might bring his friend next time over. I'm so happy bc he knows how to cook so well omg!!!).
I don't know for how long will my luck last, but I hope it lasts for long enough that I survive at least half of november. I NEED to get past november. If I do make it past november, I can assure you all there's no way something so bad will happen to cause an impulse great enough to break through my SI.
By the way guys, I know this might be quite off the road, but I always ask others what is their favorite food, so I guess you can tell us here what your favorite food is!
Anyways, It's getting late for me. I'm currently sick, so I need a shit ton of good quality sleep to not wake up a zombie the next day, and hopefully I don't get a nightmare today. I might post about this nightmare on my profile one day, who knows, because it was quite of an actually scary nightmare for me lol. See you! (soon?)
Goodnight guys and wish you all well deserved rest,
galacticwarrior777
galacticwarrior777
