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GabrielMen
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- Nov 23, 2024
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I have been incredibly depressed for quiet a bit now. Im 23, since i dont find a fix to my life, im looking for a method that will 100% do the job. I have been considering stabbing my neck since i dont have a lot of resources, money, or energy for a better method. I have been told that stabbing my neck is not a viable method so now im really lost and dont know what to do. I have access to shrooms and maybe that can give me enough courage to do something crazy but i sont wanna survive and be disabled for attempting something stupid. I could save some money to buy a fire arm but i have a history of suicidality so i dont know if they are gonna allow me to buy a gun. I live in the U.S and also just discovered my family talking shit about me behind my back. They think o have normal depression like them and i complain way too much. Shut thr fuck up! I have a different kind of depression that makes me completely disfunctional in society and of course i consider myself an intelligent person without any disability but here i am