I'm suffering and I need a method to ctb without my Dad finding out.

[HappyCat]

I don't have much money at the moment so I'd like the method to be cheap and painless. Any help is appreciated and DM me resources. Much love <3

 

[numbed one]

MS is selling sn but m not sure if it's good grade or not.
I dont have money so i didnt try to buy and test it ( ctb)

 

[BBY]

So idk if this helps but I'm using the night night method (there is a thread for this on here but if you don't find it I can send the link) all that is needed is some good tape and cornhole bags (I couldn't find any/don't have the option to order) but I just poured some sand in socks and called it a day.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish that we existed in a world where straightforward, reliable, easy and painless methods existed that were accessible, I think that if this society wasn't so anti-suicide it would be a relief to many suffering people. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Unfortunately it's such a difficult task to leave this world in a peaceful and dignified way. Cheap, painless and easily accessible are hanging and the CO method. I wish you all the best!

 

[befree]

I´m sorry to read how you are suffering.

Cheap and painless...

CO and inert gas are known to be painless. The cheapest of these two is CO (BBQ).

SN may or may not be painless. Everyone reacts differently. But not only SN is required. It´s also recommended to use additional drugs.

If you live with your father, you should not have packages sent home with the things you need. You must find another way to receive packages.
And of course you shouldn´t store things at home.

Maybe this thread gives you an idea:

considering methods

whats the best kind of method that's easily accessible. I was considering Hannah Baker style but that seems super messy and painful. I don't have any way to get my hands on N or anything like that sooo

sanctioned-suicide.net

I do not encourage. You act on your own responsibility.

 

[azo]

Do you just not want your dad to know you're planning your suicide or do you also not want him to know that your cause of death was suicide, once you've died?

 

[HappyCat]

Do you just not want your dad to know you're planning your suicide or do you also not want him to know that your cause of death was suicide, once you've died?

That I'm planning, I don't care about anything else that happens after my attempt.
For now though, I'm gonna live for my cats.

 

[azo]

That I'm planning, I don't care about anything else that happens after my attempt.
For now though, I'm gonna live for my cats.

sounds good— if that's your cat in the pic, he/she's adorable :)

 

[HappyCat]

sounds good— if that's your cat in the pic, he/she's adorable :)

Yeah his name is oreo he's my sweet little baby and was my moms cat