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Ednospatient

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Sep 2, 2021
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Hey everyone, I'm unfortunately still alive. I'm stuck in this care home. It's like a prison. Like I'm being punished for being sick. They said I can't get out until my mood gets better or I can fully function on my own. My mood will never get better. I still throw up. Last time was only a couple of hours ago. I have nothing to hurt myself with, my SN was confiscated and it's currently in a safe with me having no access to it whatsoever.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds really awful and it does sound like a prison. It's unfair how we live in a world where our right to die is not respected and others make it as difficult as possible for people to leave this world. I'm sorry that you are so trapped.
 
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LaughToNotCry

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Sep 28, 2022
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Imagine a world where you have the right to do whatever you want with something you didn't even ask for.
 
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Jun 26, 2022
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I hope you can get out of there even if it means faking your mood or whatever. That sounds horrible being trapped in a care home.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Give the people at the care home what they want. You can figure out what you want when you get out of there.
 
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RickSanchez2022

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Aug 28, 2022
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Hey everyone, I'm unfortunately still alive. I'm stuck in this care home. It's like a prison. Like I'm being punished for being sick. They said I can't get out until my mood gets better or I can fully function on my own. My mood will never get better. I still throw up. Last time was only a couple of hours ago. I have nothing to hurt myself with, my SN was confiscated and it's currently in a safe with me having no access to it whatsoever.
Have you made an attempt with sn? What happened?
 

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