Story I’m still alive

[Backwood_tilt]

That's awful. I didn't know Norway had such proactive counter suicide methods in place.

You must feel so violated. Hope you find peace on your next attempt, but I imagine they'll be watching you even more closely now...

 

[Soulstax]

Getting caught really sucks, which is why I'm giving absolutely no indication that I'm doing this to anyone whatsoever, in a hotel very far from where I live.

 

[Lotus]

So, I've just been to an appointment with my GP. Unfortunately, he was only able to provide me with a brief report. I have to get the full medical records from the department itself. I guess it will take about one week to get them.

My suicide attempt was classified as extremely severe. My methaemoglobin level was 68% (above 70% is considered lethal according to The Journal of the Norwegian Medical Association), and I received 50 mg methylene blue as antidot twice. My methaemoglobin level then quickly reduced and my oxygen saturation got more normalized. My BP was measured to 70/41. I was pale, unconscious and my airways were blocked. As I've said already, I'm physically fine now except for loss of sensation in some body areas. I didn't get to ask my GP about it, and I don't know if there's any point of doing it either. I know it's not a big deal, but it somewhat bothers me anyway.

I got a prescription for ondansetron after I told about my experience with meto. My GP was a little worried that I will use it for another CTB attempt, but since I have chronic migraine he said it was OK. They took away my SN, so I'm waiting to receive a new bottle.

Sorry that I'm not able to provide more useful information at this point.

 

[Tempeste]

Thank for letting us know you're home and doing ok.
Rest up, follow up with your Dr and check in once in a while.
Be gentle to yourself, you've been through a lot.

 

[NextSummer]

We believe you, you don't need to put your medical reports online.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I'm so sorry you've been through this. I hope you feel better soon whatever you decide to do.

 

[Egddios]

if I do it I plan to duck tape mouth to suffocate if throw up, Talked to Stan he told me not to do that but reading this makes me want to?

Had the same thought. Duct tape my mouth, prop myself up with pillows in bed. Really don't want to throw it up.

 

[Eurus]

I have recently started looking into SN method and I must thank you for sharing,no matter how hard this was,meto then,would have worked if not for the cops? If that is the case,seems that'll have to be my option,next step is acquisition... Lotus you are wonderful!