Now it's official, I'm going to attempt to cease my life tomorrow morning.
Method SN.
My body, my choice as some would say lol.
I'm stressed and looking for peace. I'm not gonna find it here, so I will try to search somewhere else.
I'm weak cause I was led to being weak my whole life.
Others were feasting on my weakness and I was unable to stop it,cause I was led to from early age that it was forbidden to fight back.
Over the years of letting others shit on my head, I've gone insane.
What is worse though, that I developed health problems that doesn't look like can be treated and severely affect my functioning.
Life is unpleasant for me.
I didn't want to give up for many years, hoping that things would get better.
Tried to fix things and only made it worse.
Simple mistakes with horrific consequences.
I've never really been myself, deconstruction of a personality at its finest.
I'm hoping for mercy and for peace.
I'm done fighting, exercises in futility.
Method SN.
My body, my choice as some would say lol.
I'm stressed and looking for peace. I'm not gonna find it here, so I will try to search somewhere else.
I'm weak cause I was led to being weak my whole life.
Others were feasting on my weakness and I was unable to stop it,cause I was led to from early age that it was forbidden to fight back.
Over the years of letting others shit on my head, I've gone insane.
What is worse though, that I developed health problems that doesn't look like can be treated and severely affect my functioning.
Life is unpleasant for me.
I didn't want to give up for many years, hoping that things would get better.
Tried to fix things and only made it worse.
Simple mistakes with horrific consequences.
I've never really been myself, deconstruction of a personality at its finest.
I'm hoping for mercy and for peace.
I'm done fighting, exercises in futility.
