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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I just wanted to say I'm sorry, I'm sorry this world is such a cruel, horrific place for those who want death, for those who just want peace, it's all so terrible, dreadful and painful, I'm sorry for all the suffering.
I hope all those who suffer find the peace and relief they wish for.
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
I am sorry too FuneralCry, I am sorry this world is horrible to you when all you want is to not suffer and not be here in the first place. I hope you get your wish and escape the pain of this world soon <3
 
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Alias Pluto

Alias Pluto

Member
Nov 29, 2020
65
I'm sorry too. Pardon my birth, I just slipped out
 
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Ijustcantanymore

Ijustcantanymore

Experienced
Nov 22, 2024
237
It's awful. The people around me don't understand that being alive is the problem. That I'm not going to recover, I'm too far gone. And physically. Things will only get worse for me. Every fucking day is 24 hours of torture until I can sleep. And dreamless sleep is the closest I can get to death.

They want me to be grateful for being alive. And to be happy to be here, despite the endless suffering. And then get disappointed in me when I fail to pretend to be happy for their sake.

I really wish we could be free.
 
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lucyanne

Student
Apr 9, 2025
125
You don't need to be sorry for the suffering around us but I genuinely appreciate your empathy.

I'm just tired.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,823
I'm sorry that you are in so much pain too.
 
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Arb

Arb

Ready for what comes after death
Mar 24, 2023
167
I'm sorry too everyone, I hope that if anything happens to this forum we can find each others again elsewhere
 
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lastch

Student
Oct 2, 2024
100
I am sorry your feel the burden of pain in this cruel world too. Just so you know your presence on this forum is that of a positive one with your constant engagement of support and empathy for users. Sending hugs to you 🫂
 
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Coin

When will tomorrow be better?
Apr 6, 2023
33
I wish that assisted suicide was both more readily accessible and not as much of a social taboo. In my country (and I'm sure many other countries), performing assisted suicide is illegal, obtaining materials/substances for a painless suicide is difficult to impossible, and merely suggesting the thought will often result in being involuntarily thrown into a prison-like building until lying a way out. How many people have to choose death over life until other people recognize merely pretending things are okay does not mean everything's okay? This world doesn't have to be so cruel yet it continues to be.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,881
V sry fnrl v sry all ,rly awfl lif awfl wrld
 
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