Venting I’m sorry

[Alpenglow]

im sorry for existing, for doing thing wrong, for saying the wrong things, for making this stupid miserable post

my arms feel lethargic and i want to scream into the void and i fucking mistype everything because i cant fucking press a button correctly which must be some cosmic sign that i deserve nothing because i truly dont

we dont deserve anything, least of all me, its just a human concept like fairness and justice. idk why i try to help sometimes i just make things worse and i should stay quiet and be happy and do the things im suppose to do and give up on my identity

i have to live i have to be this person go study go take care of your family and thats about all the time you have so i hope you can keep yourself sane in the meantime, mb i forgot the endless bureaucracy and budgeting and medical maintenance and god forbid i have to think about my friends because i want to care for others but i would really rather just dissapear and no one would be unhappy because humanity doesnt need me and if they wanted ppl to help they wouldnt be like this society can unfuck itself and i deserve to die so the world can get rid of me

im sorry for existing and i will leave now i dont deserve your attention sorry for bothering you im sorry
its not that bad dw about me ill be fine nothing is wrong and it doesnt rly matter

 

[AbyssalAlien]

We know you're not fine. You have given pieces of yourself to others. You built them up by tearing yourself down. Now you can never build yourself back up. This is it. This is your peak.

The only person you need to apologize to is yourself for wasting your potential away.

 

[Alpenglow]

We know you're not fine. You have given pieces of yourself to others. You built them up by tearing yourself down. Now you can never build yourself back up. This is it. This is your peak.

The only person you need to apologize to is yourself for wasting your potential away.

I'm in a better headspace now, isn't that kind of a crazy thing to say to someone who's not feeling well lol. The wording seems kinda… Aggressive?

 

[opheliaoveragain]

I'm in a better headspace now, isn't that kind of a crazy thing to say to someone who's not feeling well lol. The wording seems kinda… Aggressive?

agreed. vibes are off.

I'm in a better headspace now, isn't that kind of a crazy thing to say to someone who's not feeling well lol. The wording seems kinda… Aggressive?

they're banned. just fyi OP. sending hugs.