suffering
Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
- Aug 17, 2018
- 398
I'm so f**ing tired, I just want to die. I hate my job, I work in an industry that needs to keep an optimistic display, which goes against my philosophical views, it's like I work for the devil... I try to hustle after work and I see no results... I come at home late, exhausted and afraid, I can barely afford a taxi (I mean I can afford it, but I am trying to save) so I walk quite a bit, shady people on the streets make me afraid...
I wanted to commit suicide a while back and my struggle with my SI left me traumatized and feeling like a prisoner.
Why am I here? Why was I born? If god exists, I want to meet him so I can spit into his face.
I wanted to commit suicide a while back and my struggle with my SI left me traumatized and feeling like a prisoner.
Why am I here? Why was I born? If god exists, I want to meet him so I can spit into his face.