Story Im so sorry bur why am i steel alive?

[love_peep]

I don't fucking hate myself a couple of days ago I wrote that I was supposed to die after 96 hours, which is 8 days ago At the moment I am in a psychiatric hospital and I don't know what to do I was told to lie here for a month the only thing that helps me to hold out here is a phone that is given out for an hour a day on Monday and on Thursday. bitch, I'm already tired of living in this unfair world where it's so hard to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

Psych wards really sound like horrible places to me, it must be awful being trapped inside that prison, I certainly hate how we exist in a world where suicidal people end up being punished simply for wanting to die.
This world truly is such a cruel, dreadful place, I despise how there is a lack of acceptance towards the right to die.

 

[SilentSadness]

That's terrible, I hope you aren't trapped there for much longer. You definitely don't deserve that kind of condescending treatment.