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Steamm

Arcanist
Feb 28, 2020
446
I'm at work right now but I can't concentrate and just want to be dead. The pain is so unreal.
 
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Tonight634

Tonight634

Member
Aug 24, 2020
94
I can feel you
What can I say
It sucks right
 
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albino_elk

albino_elk

im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
Aug 25, 2020
233
I dunno
I had so many jobs and in all of them i couldnt concentrate and my chest always was in pain. So weird
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Sending you hugs. Hopefully your time after work is better.
 
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Metalhead

Metalhead

Born slippy
Sep 21, 2020
213
I'm so sorry to hear you are feeling this way, sending you a huge hug
 
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Steamm

Arcanist
Feb 28, 2020
446
I'm thinking about taking SN tonight as soon as I get home. I'll probably chicken out but I don't know. Maybe I'll have the courage to put me out of my misery.
 
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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
I'm thinking about taking SN tonight as soon as I get home. I'll probably chicken out but I don't know. Maybe I'll have the courage to put me out of my misery.
I'm just happy that you at least have an option to get out of this hell hole.
 
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Steamm

Arcanist
Feb 28, 2020
446
I'm just happy that you at least have an option to get out of this hell hole.
Dont you have? SN is easy. My mother took away my first SN but I got another one well hide.
 
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StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
Dont you have? SN is easy. My mother took away my first SN but I got another one well hide.
I like to keep things simple.
So my method is train.
If I can not overcome SI I may turn to SN or partial again.
 
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mylastserenade

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Oct 19, 2020
50
I feel your pain. I've had a really bad day to, got the news i didnt want to hear and after that the day has been pretty rough
 
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allym101

Ally
May 29, 2020
277
I'm at work right now but I can't concentrate and just want to be dead. The pain is so unreal.
I'm sorry you have to go through that, I've been feeling the same way. I cant concentrate on anything and I find myself wanting to attempt everyday. I know I have to wait since I haven't throughly planned out my attempt enough. It's painful. I'm so tired.
 
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MiseryLovesMyCompany

Arcanist
Oct 8, 2020
482
I'm thinking about taking SN tonight as soon as I get home. I'll probably chicken out but I don't know. Maybe I'll have the courage to put me out of my misery.
It's really tempting when it just sits there waiting for you to consume it.
 
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Steamm

Arcanist
Feb 28, 2020
446
I just want it to be over. Why am I so stupid
 
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Steamm

Arcanist
Feb 28, 2020
446
It might not just be bad enough then. What if you drink alcohol first?
I don't know, it's been a while since the last time I had a drink, and SN requires an empty stomach, so it might not work.
 
dropdeadfred

dropdeadfred

Boarding the bus to Everlasting Dreamland ♡
Oct 19, 2020
255
Sometimes when my sadness gets so deep, I feel as though I'm going insane. No fun- virtual hugs to you.
 
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