I’m so drowsy. I can’t decide

[deletedaccount30982]

Im at a hotel with a rope around my neck and a lethal dose of heart medication in front of me. I took 150mg of Benadryl a couple of hours ago and the tire is so strong. My mind can't decide if I should simply down the pills and lay into the rope or go to bed. I want to die but I simply can't decide. This benadryl is so strong right now. I'm so tired.

 

[ccake]

Whats making you so unsure? What makes you want to die and whats holding you back?

 

[Z-A]

Survival instinct will make you do everything to stop yourself without you even realising it. It sucks, your body doesn't want to die, it's been programmed to survive.

It seems like you're at a very quick decision making moment where you'll probably mess up.

Don't force yourself, today said doesn't mean today done. Whenever you'll be ready and prepared for it, it'll happen.

Regardless of your situation, I wish you nothing but success.

 

[ccake]

Survival instinct will make you do everything to stop yourself without you even realising it. It sucks, your body doesn't want to die, it's been programmed to survive.

It seems like you're at a very quick decision making moment where you'll probably mess up.

Don't force yourself, today said doesn't mean today done. Whenever you'll be ready and prepared for it, it'll happen.

Regardless of your situation, I wish you nothing but success.

i love seeing intelligent and supportive people like you

 

[restless.dreams]

Still there? It's okay to wait if you're unsure <3

 

[rozeske]

Are you still with us? Hope you are doing ok or may you have found your peace

 

[deletedaccount30982]

The time wasn't right. I decided to just go to bed. I have everything for when the time does come but it was not the right time last night.

 

[restless.dreams]

I'm glad you're still here, hope you got some rest <3