Venting im so done w consciousness

[afterdystopia]

this probably is discussed often here but I genuinely am incapable of feeling actually "okay" while still thinking and being conscious of the world surrounding me. not talking solely abt the depressing society we live around, but also about the idea of even having to wake up everyday — it's just too much for me. of course, teen hormones play out in this train of thought, but I doubt that's all it is. maybe I'm just weak-minded, or too lazy for a capitalist world, but I just can't imagine a scenario of my future that even mildly excites me, I know I'll feel this hole between each of my bones no matter what social innovation occurs in my reality, that's just the sad truth.

 

[DownwardSpiral]

of course, teen hormones play out in this train of thought, but I doubt that's all it is.

well im about to be 23 and i feel the same way so your doubt is right

but I just can't imagine a scenario of my future that even mildly excites me, I know I'll feel this hole between each of my bones no matter what social innovation occurs in my reality, that's just the sad truth.

i came to the same conclusion

 

[Unsure and Useless]

Don't get me wrong, I feel the same way you do, but...

of course, teen hormones play out in this train of thought, but I doubt that's all it is.

...you shouldn't be here if you're underage. Please reach out to friends or family instead of choosing to take your own life

 

[afterdystopia]

Don't get me wrong, I feel the same way you do, but...


...you shouldn't be here if you're underage. Please reach out to friends or family instead of choosing to take your own life

not underage lol, in my country we call everyone that below 20 teenagers