wasted0906
I'll try to make the sky prettier
- Feb 17, 2025
- 11
i feel that ive lost someone important to me, that only person that matters to me. im feeling every emotion but happiness rn, all at once. the saddest part is i cant express it, idk if i want to cry, shout or punch the wall. even if i know what emotion is i wouldnt be able to express it id be forcing myself. for once ill call for help. ill talk to my friend and ask for help. ill wait till hes awake and ill text him. he knows her too. for the last time ill be trusting someone and i hope it wont backfire. i hope the worst thing he can say is that she hates me, no, the worst thing would be that she got over me and has someone else. if she hates ik we would find a solution but if shes got over me ill hate myself even tho i already do it. all i do is stupid. it feels stupid. i am stupid.
