I’m ready

[Martyn]

I need to do it tonight but don't have the resources the way I wanted to go so this is on impulse

 

[woxihuanni]

I don't know your circumstances but if you can help it, please don't do it on impulse and risk damaged survival.

 

[Martyn]

Thank you so much for your message but I need to go this isn't what I planed

 

[BPD_LE]

What are you going to do?
Talk to us about what's going on.

 

[Rachel74]

OP please don't do this on impulse without the right methods or something could go wrong. Talk to us.

 

[JimFord99]

Agree. Talk to us, there are guys with knowledge and experience. Then make a proper plan. Try to calm down, buddy.

 

[Stan]

I know you are going SN and we hear the frustration and desperation from you in your post. Please don't do anything that could make a bad situation worse. Do you literally only have the SN and thats all?

 

[Return2Dust]

Take a nap, go on a walk, anything to pause. Doing it on impulse leaves room for error. Tell us what's going on if you feel like sharing a little bit.

 

[Empty Smile]

Come on bud. No one wants you ending up being a vegetable. That'll be a hundred times worse than what you're going through now.

 

[BPD_LE]

Anyone PM'ed with him in the last hour?

 

[Return2Dust]

Isn't the success rate extremely low without the other components?

 

[Stan]

Success rate for doing anything on impulse is low

 

[Stan]

I hope you are ok @Martyn ? let us know how you are doing

 

[BPD_LE]

He's OK. He's back at home now.

 

[Return2Dust]

He's OK. He's back at home now.

Can you share what happened? I'm going to ctb with SN soon and I don't want to screw it up or chicken out.

 

[Martyn]

My method is co poisoning yesterday I drank so much and was planning to jump in the lake next to me to drown but i got found