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a friend of mine who ive known for 6 years just randomly blocked me out of nowhere and I think this was my last straw. how do I pick the right day to die and will my method of taking a full bottle of 30 mg prozac and 2 full bottles of .1 mg clonidine & as much alcohol as possible will work? need help asap thanks
i might even be ready tonight i just need someone to tell me that im right in this please someone im so so so so sorry I just need to know if it'll work

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Only you can know when you are ready to CTB. Nobody here will encourage you or will make the decision for you. You have to do that on your own.

I suggest you rethink your plan using an OD, this is in most cases not lethal and in the worst case you have to spend some time in a hospital. There are way better methods.

 

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Only you can know when you are ready to CTB. Nobody here will encourage you or will make the decision for you. You have to do that on your own.

I suggest you rethink your plan using an OD, this is in most cases not lethal and in the worst case you have to spend some time in a hospital. There are way better methods.

do you recommend anything that i could possibly do tonight other than that? thank u for letting me know <333

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I can't recommend anything because even this is a personal decision depending on which method you want to use and availability. I suggest you have a look in the Suicide Resource Compilation linked in the sticky threads.

Any chosen method must be thoroughly planned and it's essential to understand how it works, otherwise there are unnecessary risks of failing. This is just my opinion.

 

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I can't recommend anything because even this is a peronal decsion depending on which method you want to use and availability. I suggest you have a look in the Suicide Resource Compilation linked in the sticky threads.

Any chosen method must be thoroughly planned and it's essential to understand how it works, otherwise there are unnecessary risks of failing. This is just my opinion.

thank you endlessly !! i will figure this out :) ur amazing

 

[CelticDeth]

a friend of mine who ive known for 6 years just randomly blocked me out of nowhere and I think this was my last straw. how do I pick the right day to die and will my method of taking a full bottle of 30 mg prozac and 2 full bottles of .1 mg clonidine & as much alcohol as possible will work? need help asap thanks
i might even be ready tonight i just need someone to tell me that im right in this please someone im so so so so sorry I just need to know if it'll work

Hey I'm always here to talk if you decide not to do anything. I know what it feels like to have someone walk out on you suddenly and at a bad time as well. Feel free to reach out if you'd like to. <3

 

[The anhedonic one]

I doubt this will work. You will probably just vomit everything up, or end up with organ damage.
There are much better methods than this.
I'm here if you need someone to talk to.

 

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I doubt this will work. You will probably just vomit everything up, or end up with organ damage.
There are much better methods than this.

i know its bad but im not sure what else. i don't have access to like, anything :( I was also thinking maybe stabbing? im just a little scared of the pain, which I mean maybe is a given haha

 

[Praestat_Mori]

i know its bad but im not sure what else. i don't have access to like, anything :( I was also thinking maybe stabbing? im just a little scared of the pain, which I mean maybe is a given haha

Stabbing is such a cruel method and need extreme SI to defeat. If you are interested "Seppuku" would be the way to go, Which is probably the most lethal way possible. That's how Nija warriors killed themselves when they fell from grace for example. I would not recommend stabbing it's too cruel and painful.

 

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Stabbing is such a cruel method and need extreme SI to defeat. If you are interested "Seppuku" would be the way to go, Which is probably the most lethal way possible. That's how Nija warriors killed themselves when they fell from grace for example.

i have heard of it, and i have thought about it a lot actually, i just don't know if my life is worthy of such a death, sorry if that sounds goofy lol

 

[MrDarkness]

I tried to od on Prozac, if you take to much you will fall asleep, or you will have such bad stomach pains they might need to pump your stomach. Trust me it won't work, I downed half a bottle and I'm still here

 

[CelticDeth]

i know its bad but im not sure what else. i don't have access to like, anything :( I was also thinking maybe stabbing? im just a little scared of the pain, which I mean maybe is a given haha

I hate to recommend anything cause I'd rather try to help, but if you are indefinitely sure on wanting to CTE and decide to use a Knife I'd recommend going for your femoral artery in your leg. If you hit it right it's guarantee CTE. :(

 

[BustOrBust]

I'm sorry, we can't tell you that it's right or wrong. Personally I wouldn't attempt it without being 100% sure in your feelings, and not immediately after an upsetting event so as to be completely clear headed when making a decision.

It hurts so much to lose a friend, and I'm sorry you're experiencing this.

 

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thank u so so much <3333 i will do some research

 

[CelticDeth]

thank u so so much <3333 i will do some research

Good luck on your studies, remember there are people here for you if you decide to stay. <3

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence really is so cruel, it's true that you cannot rely on other people in this dreadful world, it's awful how other people just create even more suffering. But anyway I understand that it's tiring feeling trapped here, I hate how we exist in a world where suicide is made as difficult as possible for people, I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find the freedom you search for.