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JessIsAlive

JessIsAlive

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Sep 9, 2024
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i just want to get SN so bad its the perfect method for me and I'm ready to die as soon as possible
 
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mrtime87

Experienced
Jul 9, 2024
207
It's the worst feeling in the world as far as I'm concerned.

When you want to die, you live. When you want to live, you die.
 
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JessIsAlive

JessIsAlive

Member
Sep 9, 2024
52
It's the worst feeling in the world as far as I'm concerned.

When you want to die, you live. When you want to live, you die.
I just need to source SN everyone is so gatekeep-y about it on here and it adds to my frustration so much but i understand why
 
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mrtime87

Experienced
Jul 9, 2024
207
That's because it's been banned in the US. There was a source on Amazon but that is now gone.

The people who have it might have bought it years ago, before the government caught wind of what was going on.

I've contacted a few sources in China and Poland but don't get a response.
 
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Adûnâi

Adûnâi

Little Russian in-cel
Apr 25, 2020
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One of the perks of living under house arrest in the Ukraine, I guess.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,142
I certainly understand that it's so dreadful suffering in this existence, I also just wish for a painless death, it's so cruel to me how I cannot just have the option to die peacefully but anyway I hope that you find the peace you search for.
 

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