Method I’m ready to CBT

[byebyered]

I took otc nausea medicine , ibrupofen , now I'm smoking weed.

I'll be taking SN in an hour.

I can't stop crying.

 

[Finding Sirius]

I am sorry for the suffering that has led you to this point. This world can be cruel, I hope you find the peace you seek.

 

[Shivali]

 

[freedomcalls]

sending you so much love

You don't have to do it if you aren't 100%

 

[StolenLife]

I hope you find your peace. I'm sorry that you got to this point.

 

[makethepainstop]

I took otc nausea medicine , ibrupofen , now I'm smoking weed.

I'll be taking SN in an hour.

I can't stop crying.

Do be sure this is the best time for your endeavor. You don't need to hurry, you could still leave a week, a month, a year, or decade later if you wish.

 

[stermc]

I took otc nausea medicine , ibrupofen , now I'm smoking weed.

I'll be taking SN in an hour.

I can't stop crying.

I am so sorry that life has failed you.
You don't have to do this if you are not sure!
If you want to talk, there is a stranger here who would love to listen.
Sending you lots of love and hoping you find the peace you deserve, regardless of the decision you make.

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly is such a cruel and painful existence that brings people to this point. I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[Side-By-Side]

I wish you didn't have to go through all the pain and suffering that has brought you to this point :(

Hope that you'll have a comfortable and peaceful journey ahead. You will be loved and missed!

Chat with us if you want some of company <3

And if you want to change your mind or call for help, that is alright too.

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.

 

[whitefeather]

Its never too soon to ctb.

 

[Exact Change]

Is there something you can do right now to ease the stress, anxiety, or whatever it is that you are feeling? It sounds like you are in a crisis. It might not be the best time to make this decision.

Just my 2 cents. I am sorry for your pain

 

[byebyered]

sending you so much love

You don't have to do it if you aren't 100%

I'm not 100% but I feel like it's the best choice

 

[DarkFriend.]

If you are not 100% please hold off. It's your choice ultimately, but this isn't exactly something that you want to go wrong--and if it goes right, you'll never be able to take it back.

 

[byebyered]

SI is no joke. I have it right next to me , i was so sure I was going to do this , my heart is beating so fast , I'm in so much pain I can't think of any good reason to stay yet it's still so hard

 

[Dot]

SI is no joke. I have it right next to me , i was so sure I was going to do this , my heart is beating so fast , I'm in so much pain I can't think of any good reason to stay yet it's still so hard

= thre n.e1 u cn call & tlk 2

Ppl hre cn also listn if u wnt 2 tlk abt wht u r strugglng wth

 

[byebyered]

I've decided not to do CBT. ):

 

[stermc]

I've decided not to do CBT. ):

I am happy you decided to give life another chance!
You know, something inside of me tells me one day I am going to do it (and I know it's probably in my future because I've been dealing with borderline personality disorder and depression (and just the fact that I am too sensitive to be in this life) for my whole life (24y now), but I know now is not the time. And it's okay! I am not happy, but I am also doing some other things. Even though I am sure this life is not for me, I am not ready to go. I am the writer of my existence, I decide when I have to go.
So don't beat yourself up because you can't do it right now.
You deserve to try, if that's what you really want to! And you can do it!
It's possible to be an outcast and all these things we are and live a (maybe not normal, but worthy somehow) life.

 

[outrider567]

I've decided not to do CBT. ):

You need to be sure 100%---I cry each day from my loss and sometimes I also feel like screaming! because of my life partner girlfriends death, but I'm not at 100% yet, almost quite near there tho

 

[byebyered]

You need to be sure 100%---I cry each day from my loss and sometimes I also feel like screaming! because of my life partner girlfriends death, but I'm not at 100% yet, almost quite near there tho

I really wish I was. I'm at about 70-80% it feels like. I'm just so tired of being in pain all the time. My heart hurts so much. I wish things could be okay & go back to normal. I hate this life. It feels like I'm only here to suffer and to be used.