I'm planning to die on SN

[Blackrose23]

I've heard a lot about the SN method on this website. I'm going to choose that method as my way to go. I ordered SN online and I'm hoping I ordered the right thing. I'm 150 lb and my plan is to get 25 g of SN in 50 ml water. I have a few questions:

Am I planning the SN method correctly?

How likely is SN to do the job?

How does SN feel/ side effects?

How long to die?

I heard you guys fast before taking the SN, what is the purpose of that? Is that so you don't throw up as much?

I also heard of you guys taking certain medications before, again what is the purpose of that and what medications do I need to get for it to work? Is that nessessary?

I'm nervous about this method and I'm nervous about turning blue. I'm scared to die but I can't continue in this life. I'm in a lot of pain and I NEED to leave.

 

[Lifeless mindset]

I've heard a lot about the SN method on this website. I'm going to choose that method as my way to go. I ordered SN online and I'm hoping I ordered the right thing. I'm 150 lb and my plan is to get 25 g of SN in 50 ml water. I have a few questions:

Am I planning the SN method correctly?

How likely is SN to do the job?

How does SN feel/ side effects?

How long to die?

I heard you guys fast before taking the SN, what is the purpose of that? Is that so you don't throw up as much?

I also heard of you guys taking certain medications before, again what is the purpose of that and what medications do I need to get for it to work? Is that nessessary?

I'm nervous about this method and I'm nervous about turning blue. I'm scared to die but I can't continue in this life. I'm in a lot of pain and I NEED to leave.

I suggest you check out stans guide to SN

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[Lifeless mindset]

Enjoy a painfufl death, ig.

Painful? How so? I thought SN was one of the most peaceful ways to go.

 

[Blackrose23]

I suggest you check out stans guide to SN

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

Thank you! This pretty much answered my questions!

 

[The Mute Viking]

Painful? How so? I thought SN was one of the most peaceful ways to go.

You like many many others who are misinformed believe that.

It's not painless.

 

[Meditation guide]

You like many many others who are misinformed believe that.

It's not painless.

I've heard of two or three people mentioning intense stomach pain that made them call for help. Do you know of more? Last year there were many who recorded taking SN as they did it and most seemed to lose consciousness as they were leaving messages; words became spelled wrong then they apparently lost consciousness.

 

[Lifeless mindset]

You like many many others who are misinformed believe that.

It's not painless.

With how often people talk about SN, you would think more people would maybe mention that its painful.

 

[BottomlessPit]

"The mute viking" has been fear mongering to no end about the SN method. She thinks she's a super genius and has a track record of saying the most idiotic things with a lot of confidence. I'd recommend reading most if not all of the recorded SN cases and basing your opinion on that, rather than listening to self-proclaimed experts spouting baseless nonsense with no proof other than "I'm a nurse or sth trust me bro".

 

[Lifeless mindset]

"The mute viking" has been fear mongering to no end about the SN method. She thinks she's a super genius and has a track record of saying the most idiotic things with a lot of confidence. I'd recommend reading most if not all of the recorded SN cases and basing your opinion on that, rather than listening to self-proclaimed experts spouting baseless nonsense with no proof other than "I'm a nurse or sth trust me bro".

I had a feeling something she was one of those lol. I've done plenty of research on the method so it was just weird hearing her take on the method. No matter what I'm always open to hear anyone's opinion even if it sounds incorrect.

 

[Wakawaka]

I've heard a lot about the SN method on this website. I'm going to choose that method as my way to go. I ordered SN online and I'm hoping I ordered the right thing. I'm 150 lb and my plan is to get 25 g of SN in 50 ml water. I have a few questions:

Am I planning the SN method correctly?

How likely is SN to do the job?

How does SN feel/ side effects?

How long to die?

I heard you guys fast before taking the SN, what is the purpose of that? Is that so you don't throw up as much?

I also heard of you guys taking certain medications before, again what is the purpose of that and what medications do I need to get for it to work? Is that nessessary?

I'm nervous about this method and I'm nervous about turning blue. I'm scared to die but I can't continue in this life. I'm in a lot of pain and I NEED to leave.

sn can work with and without planning

sn is very effective according to sources

you feel dizzy/lightheaded, possible throw up based on planning, and then pass out in a minute or two

up to a hour but you're out cold for the duration

fasting is so your body absorbs more sn, people who dont fast take more sn

the medicine is to avoid throwing up

dont do anything you arent sure of

You like many many others who are misinformed believe that.

It's not painless.

misinformed based on what, no one who has survived sn has described it as a painful experience

I've heard of two or three people mentioning intense stomach pain that made them call for help. Do you know of more? Last year there were many who recorded taking SN as they did it and most seemed to lose consciousness as they were leaving messages; words became spelled wrong then they apparently lost consciousness.

yes some peoples stomach cant handle it which is why they take medicine to help with that

other people dont experience intense stomach pain or black out before they can feel anything "intense"

 

[aminend]

SN is a painless method. This is true. U can read the experience of SN serviver. Tachycardia and vomiting are its main symptoms befor unconsciousness. And the panic of dying during death process. If u can control the stress and panic of death process, thats peaceful

 

[The Mute Viking]

"The mute viking" has been fear mongering to no end about the SN method. She thinks she's a super genius and has a track record of saying the most idiotic things with a lot of confidence. I'd recommend reading most if not all of the recorded SN cases and basing your opinion on that, rather than listening to self-proclaimed experts spouting baseless nonsense with no proof other than "I'm a nurse or sth trust me bro".

I have no idea who you are or why you're being toxic to someone who has never spoken to you. You must be having a bad day and lashing out. Please get some help or redirect it elsewhere. I have stated in a few threads abouts the misinformation regarding SN and have never ever claimed to be the public and expert source for information. However; your toxic remarks will further go unreplied to after this. I have no time for your strange misdirected anger. Go in peace and sort yourself out mate.

I had a feeling something she was one of those lol. I've done plenty of research on the method so it was just weird hearing her take on the method. No matter what I'm always open to hear anyone's opinion even if it sounds incorrect.

I haven't fear mongered anything; Just a little bit weary of people touting SN as this miracle poison that kill painlessly. You are more than welcome to always check additional sources when hearing from myself and other people. Please be the judge of what any one says; including this person who is spreading toxic rumours. I haven't spoken to you nor anyone else; so please keep the "I feared she was one of those" to yourself. I have never had any interaction with you before.

Furthermore; My experience with it has been purely from research and from treating patients in the past who have used both SN and SA to commit suicide. I was actually willing to go into greater detail on the matter; yet at this point. It does not appear that people are willing to be receptive to counter-information. :) If you'd like to personally message me. I'd be happy to talk with you about the information and experience I have available.

@Wakawaka
misinformed based on what, no one who has survived sn has described it as a painful experience.
other people dont experience intense stomach pain or black out before they can feel anything "intense"

Cite source please if you can. Thank you. Apparently the ancedotal police are out an about, even ones with an education.
Also I've recently spoken to someone who used SN and they have also endorsed other testimonies about "intense stomach pain, muscular cramping, quick onset migrane, painful burning of throat and stomach, vomiting, blindness."

I have never claimed that SN isn't effective and that some reactions may be more severe than others, but to say its 100% painless has shown to be true.
As an Trauma Nurse who has seen my fair share of gruesomeness, I think it's definitely important to consider all the details.

Go in peace and always triple check all research and sources.

 

[Wakawaka]

Cite source please if you can. Thank you. Apparently the ancedotal police are out an about, even ones with an educated.
Also I've recently spoken to someone who used SN and they have also endorsed other testimonies about "intense stomach pain, muscular cramping, quick onset migrane, painful burning of throat and stomach, vomiting, blindness."

I have never claimed that SN isn't effective and that some reactions may be more severe than others, but to say its painless.
As an Trauma Nurse who has seen my fair share of gruesomeness, I think it's definitely important to consider all the details.

Go in peace and always triple check all research and sources.

i can cite the various people from this site who have survived sn and talked about their experience while awake after taking sn, and after surviving, they are all on this site for you to look at, you're the only one here not citing anything, and i really dont feel like linking the the 50 or so posts here, they are here, you are suggesting alternative information, cite it

 

[aminend]

I have no idea who you are or why you're being toxic to someone who has never spoken to you. You must be having a bad day and lashing out. Please get some help or redirect it elsewhere. I have stated in a few threads abouts the misinformation regarding SN and have never ever claimed to be the public and expert source for information. However; your toxic remarks will further go unreplied to after this. I have no time for your strange misdirected anger. Go in peace and sort yourself out mate.

I haven't fear mongered anything; Just a little bit weary of people touting SN as this miracle poison that kill painlessly. You are more than welcome to always check additional sources when hearing from myself and other people. Please be the judge of what any one says; including this person who is spreading toxic rumours. I haven't spoken to you nor anyone else; so please keep the "I feared she was one of those" to yourself. I have never had any interaction with you before.

Furthermore; My experience with it has been purely from research and from treating patients in the past who have used both SN and SA to commit suicide. I was actually willing to go into greater detail on the matter; yet at this point. It does not appear that people are willing to be receptive to counter-information. :) If you'd like to personally message me. I'd be happy to talk with you about the information and experience I have available.

@Wakawaka
misinformed based on what, no one who has survived sn has described it as a painful experience.
other people dont experience intense stomach pain or black out before they can feel anything "intense"

Cite source please if you can. Thank you. Apparently the ancedotal police are out an about, even ones with an education.
Also I've recently spoken to someone who used SN and they have also endorsed other testimonies about "intense stomach pain, muscular cramping, quick onset migrane, painful burning of throat and stomach, vomiting, blindness."

I have never claimed that SN isn't effective and that some reactions may be more severe than others, but to say its 100% painless has shown to be true.
As an Trauma Nurse who has seen my fair share of gruesomeness, I think it's definitely important to consider all the details.

Go in peace and always triple check all research and sources.

 

[Nolen]

Enjoy a painfufl death, ig.

So unnecessary and condescending, don't play the victim when you started it...

 

[Meditation guide]

SN affects people differently. There are indeed people who had such severe pain after drinking SN they had to go to the hospital. It is surmised they had some sort of stomach problem such as an ulcer, which would be an open sore in the stomach lining. They may not have been aware they had an ulcer. The medicine people take before drinking SN is not for this but to try to keep the SN from being vomited as long as possible.

There is no reason to argue or cast shade at anyone. As a trauma nurse I'm sure @The Mute Viking has information first hand none of us have seen, as she has. I'm sure there are many more people who end up in pain in the emergency rooms from SN we never hear about.

As I said, there is a lot of variation with this method, such as pain, how much is vomited, possible breathing problems with it, and how much it takes and how the body neutralizes it. Some people can survive this much more easily after going to the hospital than others do.

There are indeed at least two reports on this site of people who experienced intolerable pain after drinking SN and had to call for an ambulance.

 

[Wakawaka]

SN affects people differently. There are indeed people who had such severe pain after drinking SN they had to go to the hospital. It is surmised they had some sort of stomach problem such as an ulcer, which would be an open sore in the stomach lining. They may not have been aware they had an ulcer. The medicine people take before drinking SN is not for this but to try to keep the SN from being vomited as long as possible.

There is no reason to argue or cast shade at anyone. As a trauma nurse I'm sure @The Mute Viking has information first hand none of us have seen, as she has. I'm sure there are many more people who end up in pain in the emergency rooms from SN we never hear about.

As I said, there is a lot of variation with this method, such as pain, how much is vomited, possible breathing problems with it, and how much it takes and how the body neutralizes it. Some people can survive this much more easily after going to the hospital than others do.

There are indeed at least two reports on this site of people who experienced intolerable pain after drinking SN and had to call for an ambulance.

theres nothing wrong with saying some people may experience intense pain if they take sn due to several factors, but going in a thread of someone thinking about takign sn and telling them theyre going to have a painful death is just scare mongering, especially when many people dont feel that

you can suggest alternative information, and you can tell someone theyre going to experience the worst pain before you go

 

[Apathy79]

Aminend's attachment matches my experience witnessing a handful of cases here, both successful and those who had a change of heart and went to emergency.

It's not N, but if you follow the guide, chances are good it will work as intended.

There are exceptions to the rule - but I guess thats the same as every method.

 

[The Mute Viking]

theres nothing wrong with saying some people may experience intense pain if they take sn due to several factors, but going in a thread of someone thinking about takign sn and telling them theyre going to have a painful death is just scare mongering, especially when many people dont feel that

you can suggest alternative information, and you can tell someone theyre going to experience the worst pain before you go

I'll conceede that I probably should have phrased that in a better way, but unfortunately there is no way to edit/delete post after a certain amount of time, or else I would have amended it.

Despite what a few others have done to cast shade. But it's just as much fear mongering as providing ancedotal evidence from a handful and doing the opposite and endorsing it. It doesn't matter what people feel, I have first hand experience talking with people who have used both Sodium Nitrite, Sodium Azrite and Sodium Hypoclorate. I have never said that all experience unyelding pain; but when you deal with it more often than not. You tend to see the trend.

I have cited my sources; It's called being a Trauma Nurse for fifteen years. :)

To not have counter-information would be a diservice to the poster.

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@Meditation guide Thanks hun.

 

[sadpinky]

Enjoy a painfufl death, ig.

Why painful? I found my partner minutes before they passed and 911 could do anything. Idk if I would describe it as painful but I'm interested in hearing your thoughts?

 

[Meditation guide]

If I had to guess I would say about 80% of those who use SN pass away without pain or much difficulty. I've been on SS for one year. Last year there was on average one person per week who used SN and posted continually as they drank it and while we didn't watch them, the posting never mentioned pain aside from the two I mentioned. Again, a trauma nurse would have much more experience than this with seeing those who come in with severe pain, undoubtedly many more than we on this site know about. So you take a gamble with using it.

As someone with asthma I'm also concerned with getting a severe asthma attack from SN, which is absolute torture. Be aware this is not "fear mongering" it's simply wanting to know what may happen.

One popular member who passed away last year from SN did have asthma and seemed to struggle with her breathing. I have researched sodium nitrite and have found articles that mention it has a negative effect on the lungs, with one article mentioning it is shown in a study that SN in cured meats is actually is a cause of COPD.

I've read of people automatically dismissing what I'm talking about by saying things like of course you have a problem breathing from SN since it depletes oxygen in the blood. The struggle with breathing in an asthma attack is not simply fast breathing or being out of breath. No one can understand what it's like to have an asthma attack unless they've experience it, but it's definitely NOT like being out of breath, and NOT like dying from SN that most experience. It's torture.

As someone else said elsewhere, it's probably best not to have stomach or breathing problems with this method.

 

[aminend]

Why painful? I found my partner minutes before they passed and 911 could do anything. Idk if I would describe it as painful but I'm interested in hearing your thoughts?

Ur partner passed away by SN?

 

[sadpinky]

Ur partner passed away by SN?

2 months ago today

 

[aminend]

2 months ago today

R.I.P
Honestly I'm jealous of her / him

 

[BrokenArrow]

This is a decent first hand account of from someone who recorded a live SN death: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/first-ever-sn-documentation.29734/

TLDR; it was pretty peaceful, no unbearable pain, quick death but some discomfort was recorded. The person who witnessed the death has said that they will still choose SN as their own method as they believe it to be relatively peaceful. I think the post really captures how SN can be a mixed bag - her death wasn't totally peaceful, but a long way from agony it seems.

I've read plenty of others who survived and said they felt nothing until they woke up in hospital after a family member walked in on them unconscious. I've also heard people complaining of burning sensations in the throat.

The general consensus is that SN is relatively peaceful. This can vary a fair amount depending on existing medical conditions and the medication taken in conjunction with the SN.

There's tons of info on this site, use the search function and come to your own conclusion.

Certainly don't believe patronising assholes who blurt out nonsense with no additional information, links or sources to back up their claims.

Oh, you're a trauma nurse? Cool. How about sharing some of the personal accounts you have in treating SN cases first-hand, instead of blurting out that dumb-ass one liner I've seen you do in multiple threads.

 

[Blackrose23]

Enjoy a painfufl death, ig.

Well I'm desperate for a way out for so I don't know what to say. If I could find a painless way I'd choose it And it's still better than my original plan. I was originally going to take cyanide.

 

[Lifeless mindset]

Well I'm desperate for a way out for so I don't know what to say. If I could find a painless way I'd choose it And it's still better than my original plan. I was originally going to take cyanide.

I wish you the best of luck with whatever you choose

 

[The Mute Viking]

Well I'm desperate for a way out for so I don't know what to say. If I could find a painless way I'd choose it And it's still better than my original plan. I was originally going to take cyanide.

Once again, apologies for my less than amicable first post. Just don't want you to be in pain with whatever method you choose

 

[Greenberg]

i can cite the various people from this site who have survived sn and talked about their experience while awake after taking sn, and after surviving, they are all on this site for you to look at, you're the only one here not citing anything, and i really dont feel like linking the the 50 or so posts here, they are here, you are suggesting alternative information, cite it

Friends...can we all agree that there may be some discomfort and leave it at that. Everyone has a different threshold to pain. Best!

 

[enau]

I have no idea who you are or why you're being toxic to someone who has never spoken to you. You must be having a bad day and lashing out. Please get some help or redirect it elsewhere. I have stated in a few threads abouts the misinformation regarding SN and have never ever claimed to be the public and expert source for information. However; your toxic remarks will further go unreplied to after this. I have no time for your strange misdirected anger. Go in peace and sort yourself out mate.

I haven't fear mongered anything; Just a little bit weary of people touting SN as this miracle poison that kill painlessly. You are more than welcome to always check additional sources when hearing from myself and other people. Please be the judge of what any one says; including this person who is spreading toxic rumours. I haven't spoken to you nor anyone else; so please keep the "I feared she was one of those" to yourself. I have never had any interaction with you before.

Furthermore; My experience with it has been purely from research and from treating patients in the past who have used both SN and SA to commit suicide. I was actually willing to go into greater detail on the matter; yet at this point. It does not appear that people are willing to be receptive to counter-information. :) If you'd like to personally message me. I'd be happy to talk with you about the information and experience I have available.

@Wakawaka
misinformed based on what, no one who has survived sn has described it as a painful experience.
other people dont experience intense stomach pain or black out before they can feel anything "intense"

Cite source please if you can. Thank you. Apparently the ancedotal police are out an about, even ones with an education.
Also I've recently spoken to someone who used SN and they have also endorsed other testimonies about "intense stomach pain, muscular cramping, quick onset migrane, painful burning of throat and stomach, vomiting, blindness."

I have never claimed that SN isn't effective and that some reactions may be more severe than others, but to say its 100% painless has shown to be true.
As an Trauma Nurse who has seen my fair share of gruesomeness, I think it's definitely important to consider all the details.

Go in peace and always triple check all research and sources.

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