im tired of making the same stupid mistakes. im tired of hurting & crying, im tired of feeling. i want to ctb to avoid it all. why do i have to be so weak so fucking stupid & vulnerable. people hurt me. people call me crazy, weird, stupid. etc. my past haunts me. much more hurts me & all i want is to hang myself & be done.
but my family.
i love them. some days the urges get so strong i forget i do love them.
i hope one day ill finally be able to do it & write the best note possible for them wishing for forgiveness.
but my family.
i love them. some days the urges get so strong i forget i do love them.
i hope one day ill finally be able to do it & write the best note possible for them wishing for forgiveness.
