Help I'm not sure what to choose/do

[K14~♡]

Hi ya'll! I discovered this site a few days ago, and now have joined just a few min ago huhu. I'm not sure what to label this post as, mostly just expressing myself ig, but I feel I do need some guidance

I've been reading on methods and stuff. I decided to choose partial suspension since it seems doable. But reading more about it, it doesn't seem that effective? Or rather it's difficult to make it successful. So far I've found that I can make myself pass out at least, and I can test it out further but I don't wanna waste more time if it doesn't turn out to be a good method. I'm worrying if I can really die with this? (would also need to buy a rope, only have a charger cord to practice with rn)

My backup method is falling, but I really don't wanna do that ToT My only go-to place for this is a condo I can enter (but I don't live there) and it just doesn't feel right to do this? (I think I'd be bothering more people if I do)

But I don't have other methods available. I can just live for now if it's rlly not favorable ig, tho ofc I don't want to stay any longer TvT

I feel sorta stressed and frustrated thinking about this. Ig I'll figure it out eventually, but I wanna know other's thoughts and if there's a better thing I can do

 

[scary]

Welcome! im sorry your life has brought you to this point.

Partial would be your best bet over falling/jumping depending on your anchor point. As long as you have a stable anchor point and decent quality rope you should be fine. If partial doesn't work for you please try and find another backup. I would hate for you to end up permanently disabled and hurt from falling from a high place.

 

[K14~♡]

Welcome! im sorry your life has brought you to this point.

Partial would be your best bet over falling/jumping depending on your anchor point. As long as you have a stable anchor point and decent quality rope you should be fine. If partial doesn't work for you please try and find another backup. I would hate for you to end up permanently disabled and hurt from falling from a high place.

Thank you for the response ヾ(*'∀`*)ﾉ♡ Ig I'll try out partial after all. Still unsure but not much I can do anyway, just hafta find things out

 

[scary]

Thank you for the response ヾ(*'∀`*)ﾉ♡ Ig I'll try out partial after all. Still unsure but not much I can do anyway, just hafta find things out

No problem ^^ I wish you best of luck on partial, my SI could never

 

[aallsskksskk]

Thank you for the response ヾ(*'∀`*)ﾉ♡ Ig I'll try out partial after all. Still unsure but not much I can do anyway, just hafta find things out

Sorry to see you go :( but I'm not sure partial is a good idea. The disability factor makes it quite risky

 

[K14~♡]

Sorry to see you go :( but I'm not sure partial is a good idea. The disability factor makes it quite risky

Huhu yea this is why im unsure ToT But I don't have much choices, only just intend to test it out for now anyway (was just hesitating cuz I dont wanna waste anything)

 

[aallsskksskk]

Huhu yea this is why im unsure ToT But I don't have much choices, only just intend to test it out for now anyway (was just hesitating cuz I dont wanna waste anything)

Good luck and god-speed, but I fear you will come right back here in despair. Trust me, it is not easy. And involves a lot of spitting everywhere when you abort. And a lot of figuring out how to untie a very well made knot. Maybe stick with us for a bit longer and see if there's other options? :)

 

[K14~♡]

Good luck and god-speed, but I fear you will come right back here in despair. Trust me, it is not easy. And involves a lot of spitting everywhere when you abort. And a lot of figuring out how to untie a very well made knot. Maybe stick with us for a bit longer and see if there's other options? :)

That's what I expect yea ToT And I wasn't planning on leaving life right away haha, so yea I'll be here for a while

 

[fightclub17]

Sorry to see you go :( but I'm not sure partial is a good idea. The disability factor makes it quite risky

What disability?

 

[aallsskksskk]

What disability?

if you abort on a partial/full hang you can suffer long term brain damage due to lack of oxygen/broken neck

 

[fightclub17]

if you abort on a partial/full hang you can suffer long term brain damage due to lack of oxygen/broken neck

Ah yes, that is scary! Wouldn't full be the way to go then? Higher success rate? SI would kick in but you wouldn't be able to do anything about it.

I have a nylon moving strap do you think that would work in FSH?

 

[aallsskksskk]

Ah yes, that is scary! Wouldn't full be the way to go then? Higher success rate? SI would kick in but you wouldn't be able to do anything about it.

I have a nylon moving strap do you think that would work in FSH?

It's excruciatingly painful. I don't recommend...

I have a nylon moving strap do you think that would work in FSH?

I don't know what that is, but from a Google search it looks pretty rubbery/stretchy. Not a great material