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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

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If you ever need to chat in the middle of the night, feel free to drop me a PM. I'm up all hours and don't want you to feel alone. Granted I'm not here as much as I used to be, I come and go like the frigging seasons tbh, but I do come on to check PMs. Sending you all my love ❤️
 
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falloutcarter13

falloutcarter13

Bury me, bury me...
Aug 1, 2020
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If you ever need to chat in the middle of the night, feel free to drop me a PM. I'm up all hours and don't want you to feel alone. Granted I'm not here as much as I used to be, I come and go like the frigging seasons tbh, but I do come on to check PMs. Sending you all my love ❤
That's really nice, I may take you up on that one of these days. Thank you so much :hug:
 
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Brokenwithbpd

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We are all here for you. You are never alone here
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

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Thanks for the frowny faces, @so tired or manic and @ropebunny

anyway, that's why it's called a dissenting opinion

as for "not making it outside of the gates," has it occurred to you that correctional treatment could benefit you, given how poorly everything has consistently gone for so long?
Prison does not benefit prisoners. It exists because we don't have a better way to control people's behaviours, and partly also because of the human urge to exact revenge (they call it justice but it's just glorified revenge) is so deeply ingrained in us. Locking someone up in a cell is never going to lead to 'rehabilitation'.
 
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falloutcarter13

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Prison does not benefit prisoners. It exists because we don't have a better way to control people's behaviours, and partly also because of the human urge to exact revenge (they call it justice but it's just glorified revenge) is so deeply ingrained in us. Locking someone up in a cell is never going to lead to 'rehabilitation'.
"Correctional treatment" :pfff: That gave me an honest to god lol when I read it last night, I realized right then and there that me and homeboy were never going to see eye to eye. On probably anything. Which is cool, can't get along with everybody.
 
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Deleted member 17949

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It's completely understandable to feel this way. Whether you like it or not, you're an emotional being and death is a big thing to confront. You have no obligation to feel good about suicide just because you decided at some point that it might be the right idea. If you have doubts or even change your mind entirely know that you are not alone and that your feelings are very valid.
 
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falloutcarter13

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It's completely understandable to feel this way. Whether you like it or not, you're an emotional being and death is a big thing to confront. You have no obligation to feel good about suicide just because you decided at some point that it might be the right idea. If you have doubts or even change your mind entirely know that you are not alone and that your feelings are very valid.
Its really good to hear that, because I feel the exact same way. It's nice to know I'm not the only one who does :hug:
 
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