Venting im not human

[moths]

i really feel like im not human and i dont belong in this universe. i cant make genuine meaningful connections with anyone because i just feel so out of place and different from all of them. i feel like i'm from a different universe, like i was put here as part of some kind of alien experiment. or maybe it's a test, to see if i'll notice all the signs that i don't belong. maybe i have to kill myself to go "home".

 

[Midgardsorm]

If that is true, congrats.
This universe is sick, cruel and painful. Tell your alien friends to not come here unless they are planning to kill everyone.

I understand what you are saying. I'm, unfortunately, from this universe and I am a failed being from this race, with the only purpose of being used as a slave to their capitalist system.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I can relate. I have never wanted to be alive and I am not suited for this life. It has never felt right, me being alive. I wish I stayed in the nothingness where I was at before I was born. I feel like I am human though, only I wish I wasn't.

 

[BottomlessPit]

A few hours ago I typed out a whole ass post about me feeling like I am not a human anymore, but I didn't post it for some reason. I guess this sentiment is more prominent than one might think.

 

[Bullit]

Dude,you're human. You got shit wrong with you. You can make the effort to try and improve your life,if that is your will. ItS up to you. I wish you strength and love!!!

 

[bunnies]

i feel this way too, like an overwhelming feeling that i do not belong here in this world. you aren't alone… know that

 

[Dear Agony]

I feel the same way. Everyone seems to question their gender, sexuality and things like that nowadays; but I genuinely don't care, my "dysphoria" goes way beyond what I feel about my body and genitals, I don't feel like I should be human at all. I don't feel like I should be alive. I'm genuinely dead inside living as a corpse, and it's so painful.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

A great step towards liberation. I don't even want to identify as human, male or female. Evolving beyond this stepping stone is the only way forward. You have nothing to lose except your humanness.

 

[ClownMe]

I relate to this so hard.

 

[FohPah]

You feel this way because you created the universe last Thursday and you put yourself in the universe as a test for yourself.

Welcome to last-thursday.org

www.last-thursday.org

 

[mustard_glass]

I only have this feeling when it comes to humans and any kind of human interaction. There's always so much judgement, drama, passive-aggressive behavior, gossip, manipulation, weird expectations, you name it. I feel like I have to put on a mask and walk on eggshells around them. It's absolutely draining and painful. I have to isolate myself from them as much as possible.

I love interacting with animals tho as their body language is easy to understand and we instantly have this connection that's unachievable with humans. So I wouldn't say that I was born in the wrong universe or on the wrong planet. Just wrong species.

 

[Midgardsorm]

I only have this feeling when it comes to humans and any kind of human interaction. There's always so much judgement, drama, passive-aggressive behavior, gossip, manipulation, weird expectations, you name it. I feel like I have to put on a mask and walk on eggshells around them. It's absolutely draining and painful. I have to isolate myself from them as much as possible.

I love interacting with animals tho as their body language is easy to understand and we instantly have this connection that's unachievable with humans. So I wouldn't say that I was born in the wrong universe or on the wrong planet. Just wrong species.

Perfect.

Humanity is mostly the problem.

We are closer to wild animals, actually.
We fight for food, partners, territory, which in our case it would be money and fame.

We are kinda like tigers, lions and wolves. Violence is in our blood. But unlike them, most humans have no honor.

 

[filthyrottendirty]

i really feel like im not human and i dont belong in this universe. i cant make genuine meaningful connections with anyone because i just feel so out of place and different from all of them. i feel like i'm from a different universe, like i was put here as part of some kind of alien experiment. or maybe it's a test, to see if i'll notice all the signs that i don't belong. maybe i have to kill myself to go "home".

I get it. Really I do.

 

[summers]

@moths you sound like the screenplay for the Matrix. Neo and the rest of them all knew they didn't belong. Maybe it's not aliens, but a computer simulation that you are becoming aware of. Only question is red pill or blue pill?

 

[Flau]

It's probably because we don't. I personally don't believe that our life ends here, there must be something else to it, some other form of existence.
This life sure does feel like a boring tutorial for a really bad MMO game, so in next life we can use the knowledge for something else?

Idk, man. Earth sucks, it's mundane, boring. Few people look beyond the skies, to many looking down on the ground
I'm somehow feel assured that there must be something else after we die. Some kind of limbo, different universe, of probably which we will never remember of