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Lookin' for a CTP partner
- Jun 15, 2024
- 47
I can't even kill myself.
- SN:
I don't know a source for SN in Egypt, might look through FB though.
- Hanging:
I don't know where to get rope, I don't have anything to hang it to, and I don't know how I'd put pressure to the cordial artery or how to do it right.
- Car Crash:
I don't have a driver's licence nor do I know how to drive.
- Gun:
I don't have access to guns in Egypt since to get a licence you'd need to own land or have a viable reason like self protection in a case etc... I will probably use one in my Mandatory military one year service training but that's still 3-4 years from now and I can't wait that long to CTB.
- Cutting:
Arteries aren't easy to cut through, and the extensive bleeding and cutting itself would be too unbearable without a drug or something to reduce pain. Also would be too noticeable and it would probably need multiple tries.
- Pure helium:
Not sure where to get it.
- Potassium cyanide:
Not sure where to get it.
- Herbs and drugs:
Not sure where to get it.
... I hate this, why does even suicide have to be complicated? I wanna fuckin die
- SN:
I don't know a source for SN in Egypt, might look through FB though.
- Hanging:
I don't know where to get rope, I don't have anything to hang it to, and I don't know how I'd put pressure to the cordial artery or how to do it right.
- Car Crash:
I don't have a driver's licence nor do I know how to drive.
- Gun:
I don't have access to guns in Egypt since to get a licence you'd need to own land or have a viable reason like self protection in a case etc... I will probably use one in my Mandatory military one year service training but that's still 3-4 years from now and I can't wait that long to CTB.
- Cutting:
Arteries aren't easy to cut through, and the extensive bleeding and cutting itself would be too unbearable without a drug or something to reduce pain. Also would be too noticeable and it would probably need multiple tries.
- Pure helium:
Not sure where to get it.
- Potassium cyanide:
Not sure where to get it.
- Herbs and drugs:
Not sure where to get it.
... I hate this, why does even suicide have to be complicated? I wanna fuckin die