I'm not a hero

[PI3.14]

People around me expect me to keep on going despite my horrible life. They expect me to keep on living so that my family won't be devastated.

What about me though? What about my own suffering? Why everyone keeps on bringing the consequences of my suicide but they keep their mouth shut when I talk about my problems?

People expect me to be this "hero" who keeps on suffering so his family won't. I'm not a hero though, and I don't want to be.

 

[unluckysadness]

I feel you. They cannot understand. We're taken hostage of the situation.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

Really sorry you are treated like this. You don't need to care about those who don't truly care about you. To be honest they are lacking of rational thinking and compassion. You can make any decisions about yourself.