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catchthebussoonuk

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Jan 23, 2025
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My first post here although I have been reading many of the discussions.
I made one serious attempt where I was absolutely ready to CTB but hadn't done my research. I acted on a childhood memory and hooked a hose up to the back of my vehicle and put it into the window. Taped it all up and sat and waited and waited. Of course later found out how effective catalytic converters are now. Devastated to say the least.
That was back in November and it's taken till now to feel more confident in trying again. I have a primary method in mind with a couple of back ups. Having had more time to think everything through I now also want to make sure my body is extremely hard to find. I have some ideas and have a plan so that I can make the possibilities of my whereabouts to be very hard for anyone to work out. Although I would welcome anyone's input to further my understanding.
I have set my deadline (no pun intended) for the end of February but likely to see myself away before this.
Does anyone know of anyone who has successfully found someone to come with them? Whilst I'm happy to go alone I can see the ideal of sharing such a personal journey with someone who is looking for the same outcome. Just to be perfectly clear if this happened I would have to be 100% assured that the other person was absolutely wishing to carry out the same purpose and to be utterly respectful of each other.
Thank you for reading
 
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Dec 30, 2024
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Hey. Hope it works out for you. Have courage!
 
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catchthebussoonuk

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Jan 23, 2025
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Thank you
I am all set mentally for this as I was on my first attempt. I was so ready to go but just hadn't done my homework.
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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Welcome to the forum.
There are people who have found partners to CTB with, but since you're new here it may be difficult to find someone. You can't send PMs yet until you've made a number of posts & also over time need to build trust with the community.
You could check some of the threads in the "off topic" section. There used to be a section for people looking for partners but I'm not sure if its still on the site.
So for now just keep making posts until PMs are unlocked. That will make it easier to talk to potential partners privately.
I hope I helped you at least a little! 🤗🌹💔
 
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catchthebussoonuk

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Jan 23, 2025
20
Thank you for the information and I will continue to research over the next week or so and see if I can make some progress. Like I say I'm committed to my end but if there is comfort for someone else aswell it can only make the journey even more worthwhile.
 
grid zer0

grid zer0

swinging pendulum
Dec 12, 2024
19
I hope peace finds your soul🫡
 
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Crow_88

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Dec 30, 2024
371
Thank you
I am all set mentally for this as I was on my first attempt. I was so ready to go but just hadn't done my homework.
Yeah. A poor experience can really set things back. Sounds like you're gaining strength to go again, though!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.
 
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catchthebussoonuk

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Jan 23, 2025
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Thank you for the link I will make sure I read it all through thoroughly.
I have a lot of helium as my preferred method. Should this not work I also have plenty of charcoal for a CO exit.
 
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Acrazygirl

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Jan 21, 2025
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Thank you for the link I will make sure I read it all through thoroughly.
I have a lot of helium as my preferred method. Should this not work I also have plenty of charcoal for a CO exit.
i see, do you know what purity level and grade is the helium?
 
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catchthebussoonuk

Member
Jan 23, 2025
20
It is Polish balloon Helium. One of the Polish guys I work with bought it back from Poland for me after his Christmas trip. I believe it is of reasonable purity and does not contain oxygen. At the worst I believe it may have air in it but of course if that is the case that will only be 20% of 20%. Should it not work I will be set for the CO method too which I will have ready should the Helium not take me.
 
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Jan 21, 2025
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It is Polish balloon Helium. One of the Polish guys I work with bought it back from Poland for me after his Christmas trip. I believe it is of reasonable purity and does not contain oxygen. At the worst I believe it may have air in it but of course if that is the case that will only be 20% of 20%. Should it not work I will be set for the CO method too which I will have ready should the Helium not take me.
one of this big ones?
 
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SillyShooterzHubby

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Jan 27, 2025
1
Good luck with your catalytic converter :) <=======3
 

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