J
justletmedieplease
Member
- Jan 6, 2021
- 57
I'm not. Society WORSHIPS beautiful women. Their lives are so much easier - they treat you with more respect and kindness, they don't ridicule you for the way you look, you are more likely to be hired, more like to lead the party-style kind of life. You would never be bullied for your looks, and suddenly your life would matter. I'm never going to have that, not even for a moment. I'm sorry but I did not choose the way I look. I wasn't in control of how the fuck my genes would form and create my face. I'm averagely looking and I made the mistake of posting a selfie to Reddit in one of those subreddits you all know, no point in explaining. You can imagine how it went down. Like I'm not ugly, but far from being pretty or hot. I hate myself so much for my looks, it's one of the reason I want to CTB - don't worry, it's one of the many. I am just so tired of society treating beautiful women like they are superior and making their lives a breeze simply because they were lucky. I want to feel love, to be respected, to matter, but as an average girl that would never happen