I'm moving

[Livingvsdying25]

Moving to a transitional type housing with in house support. It provides quite a bit so i don't have many expenses.

I had seen it 2 years ago but somehow my application got lost. Went to were again a week or so ago & solve coming up in January. So i redid my application and sent it in. I got the call today.

I can't even really believe its real. I've realized how much hope i lost inside honestly pretty much all of it...

I can't even feel so many things I've lost so much inside and I'm not sure if it's possible to get it all back. I think it'll be limited but i shall decide if that's enough for me.

(Fyi i live with my abusive and extremely unhealthy mother. I am/was very stuck making basic life things hard and making moving impossible.)

This is a big and important change for me. Truthfully i just wanted to move and see how i feel. Also, tho mind already made up in that i just wanted to move and do it elsewhere. Least if i fail to ave some security.

Just realizing how damaged & cut off & just... Dead I am.


So its something to be hopeful about but I've lost the ability to feel anything like that. I am excited and such i njst don't feel it.

Maybe when its my reality i will.

 

[xxlily]

Congrats:) New possibilities aren't guarantees, but it's at least a change in scenery that you might enjoy

 

[Lefty]

Good luck, hope it all works out for you.

 

[cowbain]

Dude take me with you!

Congratulations. I hope everything works out in your favor. <33

 

[Moonicide]

So happy for you, love.
I can relate a lot as I'm also stuck in an abusive and toxic environment. It makes me happy to know others can get out of it even if I can't. Everyone deserves a safe place.

 

[Asteria109]

Hope things get better for you