When I say literally, I mean it. I dont care why any of you are here or what you have done... Any reason, no matter how small, is a good reason to kill yourself. You suffered, you endured, you deserve to be able to kill yourself. Even more, all you deserve to not kill yourself and live a good life without pain.
I dont. Im worthless... Im lazy, I could have done better if I tried... Of course, logically I couldnt because I always been in huge psychological pain... But I could just have dealt with it and endure. But I didnt. So im lazy and I dont deserve shit. All the pain I have felt during all the years and Im feeling now, I deserve it... I dont deserve anything better. I dont even deserve to die. I deserve to keep being alive and suffering and thats it.
There could be another being with the exact same life than me, same actions, same everything, a literal clone, and that person would deserve better.
But I dont deserve shit.
I dont. Im worthless... Im lazy, I could have done better if I tried... Of course, logically I couldnt because I always been in huge psychological pain... But I could just have dealt with it and endure. But I didnt. So im lazy and I dont deserve shit. All the pain I have felt during all the years and Im feeling now, I deserve it... I dont deserve anything better. I dont even deserve to die. I deserve to keep being alive and suffering and thats it.
There could be another being with the exact same life than me, same actions, same everything, a literal clone, and that person would deserve better.
But I dont deserve shit.
