Me too, all I do is wake up, go to work, get home, smoke weed and play video games, and go to sleep, to do it all over again the next day. The days I don't work I usually just stay in bed all day and do nothing. I have no hobbies or interests anymore. My ex left me, my friends left me. I was unable to complete college and dropped out and I don't want to go back. I used to have a lot of dreams; now I just look forward to when my sleeping meds finally knock me out and I can be blissfully unconscious for a little while. I just wish I didn't have to wake up.