I'm leaving

[PinkFlower]

I'm exhausted. I feel alone. I can't even reach out for the chat, but that's not the point. I'm feeling alone and I'm giving up. Ss used to help me get through things but I think I'm done, nothing works. I'm not on discord anymore either.

I'm feeling so empty, drained and hopeless for my health, for my loved ones safety, I'm scared of the future and I feel like my own health is preventing me from helping making things better. I'm done.


I Will plan soon, not sure how or when. I don't want to die, I want to stay and change things. But I feel like I'm setting myself into more pain, at some some I will break. I just want to be prepared for when that happens.


Nothing is going to take me down till I collapse. I wish I wasn't sensing that happening sooner than later. I hope to be wrong, and I'll try my best.
I can't ask myself to fight for everything when I can barely get to stand up on average day. I'm so stupid for being this stubborn...but since I'll never receive the support I need, and I'll away be in both physical and emotional pain, at least I'll make it worth of something.


I prefer people not knowing if I'm still here or not, I'm tired of everything. I don't think I'll come back here.


Stay strong friends,
goodbye.

 

[cotton]

I'm sure lots would chat here if you asked? I mean I would

 

[Cubetty]

I'm really sorry you're feeling like this, but I've always believed in gut feelings. If you still don't want to die, it's probably because there's still a way to fix things. If you want to talk, I'm here for you. I hope you find a solution to what's been bothering you

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

I wish you nothing but the best, see you