I'm just so, so tired

[tarantulatowels]

Does anyone else feel like this? I only want to ctb because I'm tired. Physically, mentally, everything. I just want to sleep, sleep, sleep for years on end - like a coma. I just need a break because I'm so tired.

I've had depression for years and years and have never felt tired like this. I don't think this is normal.

 

[iloverachel]

I understand
It's the type of tiredness that no amount of sleep can cure
I'm also physically and mentally exhausted
I'm about to sleep now and hope I never have to wake up

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

Same here. Just tired of everything, especially the last 5 years

 

[Let Me Go]

"All my life I've been sick and tired. Now I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired."

- Fannie Lou Hamer, Dec 20, 1964

 

[StarryEyed]

Yes, I feel that way too. Overwhelmed and exhausted. And I wonder how much of my suicidal thinking is due to just that? I've come across the saying many times, something like, "If you're tired, rest. Don't quit." I've applied that to everything from studying to doing housework to doing chemo. It occurred to me a few days ago that the most extreme form of tired could be wanting to quit by ctb. So I'm resting instead of ctb. I don't know if it will work, but I'm giving it a try. I'm so fucking exhausted. No gas in the tank. Hope and faith are but a mere whisper.

 

[Kit1]

Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (CFS) - can also cause this.

 

[EmpathyMinded]

Does anyone else feel like this? I only want to ctb because I'm tired. Physically, mentally, everything. I just want to sleep, sleep, sleep for years on end - like a coma. I just need a break because I'm so tired.

I've had depression for years and years and have never felt tired like this. I don't think this is normal.

This is me in every possible sense at the moment

 

[StarryEyed]

Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (CFS) - can also cause this.

I'm thinking maybe it's Chronic Life Syndrome.

 

[Kit1]

I'm thinking maybe it's Chronic Life Syndrome.

Actually I have CFS as well as CPTSD, autism etc. Unfortunately CFS symptoms can be extremely debilitating as well.., But I do get your point!

 

[StarryEyed]

I know CFS can be dreadfully debilitating as a friend of mine had it, along with fibromyalgia. I'm so sorry you're suffering too. I definitely don't have it. And like the OP said, it's nothing life my depression fatigue either. It's just too much life stuff thrown at me all at once, like with the OP tired in every sense. I can't process my thoughts or emotions anymore. I've short circuited.

 

[divinemistress87]

Everything is exhausting!

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I have the same problem. Popping Adderall pills like M&Ms is the only thing keeping me alive.

 

[theboy]

so bad

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

otc mnms?

 

[NeverGonnaEscape]

Does anyone else feel like this? I only want to ctb because I'm tired. Physically, mentally, everything. I just want to sleep, sleep, sleep for years on end - like a coma. I just need a break because I'm so tired.

I've had depression for years and years and have never felt tired like this. I don't think this is normal.

I understand you completely. My depression didn't used to be like that either. But eventually just existing began to feel like an insurmountable burden. The waking hours have just become a really uncomfortable space between the long periods of sleep. Every time I go to bed, I pray to gods I don't believe in to just let me not wake up.