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ringo99

ringo99

Mage
Apr 18, 2023
536
I'm 35 btw
 
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アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,191
I'm 18. Lots of people tell me that I should try to get help and that there's still hope for me but I have been suicidal for a decade, I completely doubt anything will change for the better.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,279
I've existed for 22 years which is such a long time, I feel so tired of being trapped here, it's truly so horrible how this existence could potentially go on for decades, there's nothing desirable about ageing and suffering more as a result.
 
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DazaiKinnie

DazaiKinnie

Cringe Isekai Author
Apr 27, 2023
131
18. People will consider me young. I am trapped here. The worst part of my existence is delusions cognitive decay that happens slowly over time.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,247
It's so sad that there are so many young people here with no perspective for their lives.
 
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SeenMoreThanEnough

Student
Sep 16, 2022
128
45.
 
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ForeverLonely82

ForeverLonely82

Experienced
Dec 22, 2021
240
41.
 
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CW36

CW36

➕〰️➰
Jul 23, 2023
839
It's so sad that there are so many young people here with no perspective for their lives.
Indeed. I almost died all those years ago and then had the best years of my life. There's less hope for every upcoming generation it seems.
 
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Xta4Love

Student
Dec 25, 2021
108
36. Never thought I make it to this age.
 
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illvoid

illvoid

he/it
Aug 11, 2022
150
19, 20 in November. I've been suicidal from a young age, which I didn't think was a common experience until I found this site.
 
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BurgundySnap

BurgundySnap

Sick of being sick
Jul 19, 2023
76
I am 22. It feels strange knowing so many people near my age feel this way too.
 
Dwa23500

Dwa23500

Sailing the cosmic ocean
Jul 18, 2023
7
I'm 21. I don't really remember a time when I was actually genuinely happy or positive and I have no hope that things will get better.
 
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spinningmyself

Member
Dec 31, 2022
50
47. It is really sad to see so many younger people on here but then again I was younger when I started feeling this way. I have felt this way a lot longer than I even admitted to myself, society I guess because it is just so wrong to feel this way let alone say it out loud.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
2,263
48, I had a plan when I was 12 wish I would've followed through.
 
John Ryder

John Ryder

"You're a smart kid...you'll figure it out."
Jul 7, 2023
334
breakdown is:
96% gen z anime avi
2% millennial
1% x + boomer apiece
These stats are highly legit and irrefutable
 
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Mocon33

Member
Dec 15, 2021
90
So many young people here. It seems sadder when a young person dies.
 
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Zebulon

Zebulon

The loneliness is killing me
Jul 30, 2023
122
29, just on the edge.
 
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immrw

immrw

Member
Jan 22, 2023
90
23. every year just feels worse. wish any of my suicide attempts had worked. years of suffering isn't worth it for a few moments of happiness.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
43, the only good news, im most likely to have live more than 50% of my life.
 
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Dead Already

Dead Already

Member
Jul 14, 2023
84
58, going on 394.
Way past my expiration date !!!
 
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neonzebra

neonzebra

Member
Sep 11, 2022
77
35 but I have had periods of strong suicidal ideation since my early 20s. It's just looking a lot more realistic now.
 

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