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I’m jumping tomorrow, would anyone like to join me?
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I'm to scared of great heights but was told by someone I trust make it above a certain height and its guaranteed instant death before you brain can register any pain, so just make sure it's a big height and hard surface. Good Luck.
I had a nationwide police cat and mouse game with them utilising the then available highways agency camera networks to track me down after I told my therapist when I reached the m25 from the midlands on the phone my intent to drive off beachy head. The cops called me asked me where I was I told them to fuck off and they said ok you do what you're doing and we'll do what we're doing. Needless to say I drove home to cops there apologising for not listening to me when I was 10 years old when they arrested me for petty crime in response to the sexual abuse I was enduring. They left me alone at home. I felt some sense of validation for once and assurance from both coppers that when they catch youth doing crime they ask why they're doing it, they probe which they didn't do for me. All of this was a response to my therapist opening the wounds of childhood during a session that day causing me to react badly. Beachy head is definitely a nice place.
I jumped from a plane on a tandem jump and the sense of falling was like taking that jump sonin some way that method would work for me.
But I have also found a suicide victim in London who jumped 10 floors from my building in Lewisham when I lived there. That wasn't pleasant
I had a nationwide police cat and mouse game with them utilising the then available highways agency camera networks to track me down after I told my therapist when I reached the m25 from the midlands on the phone my intent to drive off beachy head. The cops called me asked me where I was I told them to fuck off and they said ok you do what you're doing and we'll do what we're doing. Needless to say I drove home to cops there apologising for not listening to me when I was 10 years old when they arrested me for petty crime in response to the sexual abuse I was enduring. They left me alone at home. I felt some sense of validation for once and assurance from both coppers that when they catch youth doing crime they ask why they're doing it, they probe which they didn't do for me. All of this was a response to my therapist opening the wounds of childhood during a session that day causing me to react badly. Beachy head is definitely a nice place.
I jumped from a plane on a tandem jump and the sense of falling was like taking that jump sonin some way that method would work for me.
But I have also found a suicide victim in London who jumped 10 floors from my building in Lewisham when I lived there. That wasn't pleasant
I went up to a bigger city contemplating jumping from a parking garage I think was 4 stories high but I chickened out which made me upset. I think it was because of how real it felt just imagining jumping off and experiencing the fall feeling and possibly feeling the impact. There is a possibility that you would regret jumping or traumatizing yourself.
So you'll know the hospital - opposite there are three tower blocks, the middle one Bredgar is where she jumped, my brother went literally over the road explained what happened and was told call 999 - despite paramedics being in A&E at the time...
Seeing when you were last online, you've probably done it by now.
I have no intention of CTB'ing yet (gonna do it towards the end of the year) but if you haven't done it yet, I'd be interested in knowing where you did it - good places to jump are rare here.
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