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urgent

Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
167
I can't bare this excruciating pain anymore it is brutal and unbearable no one should have to suffer like this I'm begging for this agony to end I need it to end now I wish I could find a way out of this torture
 
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here_for_now

here_for_now

is this by design?
Jan 27, 2025
173
I know 1000% how you feel, i deal with bullshit chronic pain and as I'm typing this I'm waiting for my next dose of pain meds in the ER cause the wds of pain meds + chronic pain is too much. But i just want to add this, your enough just the way you are and your a beautiful soul who deserves a better fate than this. If you want another miserable motherfucker to chat with I'm all ears
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,268
I hope you find freedom from the torture, it truly is horrific how there's all this agony in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.
 
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PanaxMan

Arcanist
Apr 11, 2023
411
I can't bare this excruciating pain anymore it is brutal and unbearable no one should have to suffer like this I'm begging for this agony to end I need it to end now I wish I could find a way out of this torture
Feels like playing a stupid game and keep running into roadblocks you aren't designed to pass at all
 
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chaotic_crow

Member
Apr 8, 2026
79
I feel you, haven't had a pain free day in over 10 years
 
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bpdscared9

bpdscared9

scared kitty
Apr 21, 2026
116
I'll send you big hugs, OP. If you're still with us, must be for a reason, you're doing great. I'm so proud of you for still being here. ❤️
 

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