KillingPain267
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- Apr 15, 2024
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Even psychiatrists have praised how well I can articulate my thought patterns. Only thing is that I can't change them. Maybe because nobody can just tell me I'm irrational since I already deeply know that.
I double-triple analyse everything I'm thinking and feeling.
This issue is also why I gravitate towards depressant drugs such as opioids and alcohol. It even takes large doses to tone down my cognition enough to where I don't dive deep into any specific thought or feeling.
Being hyper-self aware is a curse. I just want to sleep without dreaming. I even prefer being so exhausted and tired that I lack energy to triple analyse feelings and just pass out in front of a mindless movie or social media "brainrot".
I double-triple analyse everything I'm thinking and feeling.
This issue is also why I gravitate towards depressant drugs such as opioids and alcohol. It even takes large doses to tone down my cognition enough to where I don't dive deep into any specific thought or feeling.
Being hyper-self aware is a curse. I just want to sleep without dreaming. I even prefer being so exhausted and tired that I lack energy to triple analyse feelings and just pass out in front of a mindless movie or social media "brainrot".
