I'm hungry but I don't want to eat

[Don't want to screw]

I don't know how long it's been like this. I'm hungry but I don't want to eat. I start every morning with a beer. Then I'd rather be hungry for a long time than go looking for food. I'm really powerless. When I finally got hungry, I found food. I realized I was fucking full after two bites. What the hell is wrong with me, my brain has infinite flashbacks of my previous bad moments, and I have to shout to stop the previous memories. I think night is my happiest time, because I have tortured myself for a whole day, I can finally fall asleep tired.

 

[befree]

This is difficult to answer in the forum, especially without knowing more about your health condition. Feeling powerless can mean a nutrient deficiency, but also depression and organic illness. The reason that you feel full after two bites can also be an organic illness, or an eating disorder, e.g. the fear of becoming too fat.

 

[AllFoxedOut]

depending how much you drink and how long you have been drinking could suppress your appetite too. you start your day with a beer- do you drink more than that through the day?

 

[Don't want to screw]

depending how much you drink and how long you have been drinking could suppress your appetite too. you start your day with a beer- do you drink more than that through the day?

Yes, I usually drink beer all the time, about three bottles a day. If I wanted to get drunk quickly, I'd have a couple of whiskeys.I can't concentrate on anything because I keep bringing back bad memories from the past. Inevitably, I had to turn the music up as loud as possible to drive them away

 

[AllFoxedOut]

Yes, I usually drink beer all the time, about three bottles a day. If I wanted to get drunk quickly, I'd have a couple of whiskeys.I can't concentrate on anything because I keep bringing back bad memories from the past. Inevitably, I had to turn the music up as loud as possible to drive them away

that doesn't sound like enough to suppress your appetite. but depressive symptoms include both over and undereating so it could just be your depression. personally, I fluctuate between eating nothing and binge eating during depressive episodes.

 

[90starve]

an eating disorder, e.g. the fear of becoming too fat.

eating disorders can also be characterised by
a desire for control, more often than not resulting from abuse/trauma,
body dysmorphia that's not only exclusive to a fear of becoming fat,
a form of SH + such.