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MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
292
I'll be ending my life in a little over a week by hanging. No one will care too much but I'm scared I'll go to hell after ... we'll see ...
 
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lifewasawillow

You’re losing me
Nov 12, 2023
227
I'll be ending my life in a little over a week by hanging. No one will care too much but I'm scared I'll go to hell after ... we'll see ...
Same I'm also terrified about hell after but I'm still planning on ctb this weekend, if not before Christmas the latest. Ig I'll see you there? Hope all goes smoothly and well for you :)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,835
Farewell, I hope that you find freedom from all suffering.
 
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user56765567

In recovery and getting help
Oct 1, 2023
153
I'll be doing the same soon enough as well. I wish the best for you and hope everything goes seamlessly and that you only find peace and joy and all good things on the other side.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,310
I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. I wish you all the best and good luck with your plan. I hope you find peace. farewell!

Imo there's no hell after death bc hell is on earth already when people have to suffer so much to consider suicide as their oonly remaining option. Death os the relief from all suffering in this world.
 
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squidman117

squidman117

WILL CTB ON 10/16 IF THINGS GET WORSE.
Dec 1, 2023
28
I wish you the best. Hope everything works flawlessly. Remember, if you do fail, mental hospital bills are EXPENSIVE. Not worth it.
 
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MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
292
I wish you the best. Hope everything works flawlessly. Remember, if you do fail, mental hospital bills are EXPENSIVE. Not worth it.
They locked me in one for 8 consecutive ones in 2022, very painful
 
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Lost cherry

Lost cherry

Student
Oct 21, 2023
144
good luck 🫶🏼 i wish u peace
 
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兎の耳

兎の耳

The ghost of a girl who never lived.
Aug 3, 2023
148
May you find the peace in death you never had in life. Godspeed.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Good luck, I hope you escape peacefully.
 
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MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
292
Same I'm also terrified about hell after but I'm still planning on ctb this weekend, if not before Christmas the latest. Ig I'll see you there? Hope all goes smoothly and well for you :)
Can I please DM you? Preferably via Discord?
 
Lloydbro

Lloydbro

Member
Dec 2, 2023
14
Please say "Jesus I trust in you" before you kill yourself
He will ensure you go to purgatory at most and you will never go to hell
 
IWishToDie

IWishToDie

I check notifications once per week
Dec 31, 2023
479
I'll be ending my life in a little over a week by hanging. No one will care too much but I'm scared I'll go to hell after ... we'll see ...
Says last online and it's 2024, what happened?
 
MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
292
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breezeboy

breezeboy

To infinity and beyond
Dec 8, 2023
405
Post poned to write my note and also it's quite frightening
I know you're in pain and want to die but part of me is glad to know you're okay.
You haven't left my thoughts since I read your note.
If you want to talk I'm here
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,189
Post poned to write my note and also it's quite frightening

I just want to make one thing clear. Your goodbye note this time will not contain personal information of other people or implicit encouragement to harass them.
 
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ScubaCTB

Student
Jan 1, 2024
131
I'll be ending my life in a little over a week by hanging. No one will care too much but I'm scared I'll go to hell after ... we'll see ...

There's a lot of talk about this in these threads. Which means lots of Christians here. Hell to me is this life now. If there's another existence with the same hell but more physical torture, then whatever. My life is hell. So at least if I go to hell, it will be different hell.
 
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divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,918
From what I've heard from my good psychic medium friend there is no hell. I'm convinced Earth is Hell
 
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SeaBreeze

SeaBreeze

Suicideation?
Jul 11, 2023
146
I went to a private Christian school from 1st through 9th grade. Almost 3 decades later, I now consider myself an atheist with hope of, but lack of belief in an afterlife. I wish I could be reconvinced by someone and/or something.

I hope you find your way through the life you now live with an outcome you appreciate and enjoy
 

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