I'm in favor of self-termination as a basic human right, but I do not think you or anyone should proceed/attempt in a highly emotional state. Which you seem to in.
Strongly advise you to wait a few days and see how you feel then. If nothing else you'll more likely be sucessful getting where you want to go with a cool head. Easier to follow through with proper procedure, etc., to say nothing of being fully sure this is the proper course for you.