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lovelulu

lovelulu

even the iron still fears the rot.
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I have a feeling im gonna chicken out again, but hopefully I won't. My error last time was that the rope was too long, but I luckily right now I was able to cut the rope a bit shorter. I've cried everyday this week and I've cried for almost an hour straight today. Im sick of feeling like this, so im going to atleast try this again. I really hope it works.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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I hope you find peace from suffering.
 
The Disqualified

The Disqualified

Disqualified as a Human Being
Feb 4, 2023
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I have a feeling im gonna chicken out again, but hopefully I won't. My error last time was that the rope was too long, but I luckily right now I was able to cut the rope a bit shorter. I've cried everyday this week and I've cried for almost an hour straight today. Im sick of feeling like this, so im going to atleast try this again. I really hope it works.
Hi, are you still there?! You sounded overwhelmed. I don't know your whole backstory, this is why I worry. I read your posts about you losing your fp. As painful as that may be, I'd really urge you to think it through, this is a decision with very big stakes. The pain can be very big at the moment, I know, but it can improve after this situation ends, as painful as it is right now. Especially if you feel a will to live and think things may improve. Don't be afraid of asking for help if you need. I am here if you wish to talk!
 

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