Im going to die from loneliness

[Leonard_Bangley39]

I can't take it anymore. It feels like I'm literally going to die from chronic loneliness and touch starvation. It feels like it's ripping away at my insides. i cant take it. Every single day i goon like crazy to cope just because it's the one thing that eases my loneliness, but even then, half the time it just makes me feel even worse because gooning makes me feel like I'm worthless and don't deserve love because I'm a degenerate pervert. i cant stop. im a worthless degenerate person and i have a worthless degenerate mind. i crave affection. i want to hold a woman in my arms. I want to feel her run her fingers through my hair while we cuddle. i want to fall asleep in someone's arms. but i don't deserve anything. i deserve nothing. no matter what everyone says to me, no matter what, i know deep down that i truly deserve nothing. im not a person worth loving. im ugly, antisocial, awkward, never had a relationship, have no idea how to have a relationship, no idea how to maintain a relationship, no idea how to keep a relationship, I'm a bad person and i deserve nothing. nobody wants me, i just need to accept it already

 

[Aknu132]

I too gonna die from loneliness, i'm so sorry that you have been through so much loneliness, i understand how it is, as i am too a lonely ugly, financially poor man. I am addicted to gooning too, i feel so bad that i am but i can't stop and it makes me so sad. it's better to die than to live in constant loneliness. Maybe in afterlife we can finally have someone to love and to be loved, hope you can find someone to love you in this life @Leonard_Bangley39.

 

[battybites]

I'm in a similar boat. I've never had anyone be interested in me romantically and I've pushed away almost everyone around me due to my unstable emotions. No one wants to be around an emotionally draining crazy woman

 

[Aknu132]

I'm in a similar boat. I've never had anyone be interested in me romantically and I've pushed away almost everyone around me due to my unstable emotions. No one wants to be around an emotionally draining crazy woman

Hope you can find someone for you to love and be loved, there's a LOT of people in the world, we gotta hope to find one that like us as we are. For now, we should focus on improving ourselves until at least we feel love for ourselves.

 

[battybites]

Hope you can find someone for you to love and be loved, there's a LOT of people in the world, we gotta hope to find one that like us as we are. For now, we should focus on improving ourselves until at least we feel love for ourselves.

Thank you for this, I hope the very same for you too <33

 

[boyafraid]

I'm in a similar boat. I've never had anyone be interested in me romantically and I've pushed away almost everyone around me due to my unstable emotions. No one wants to be around an emotionally draining crazy woman

Sorry you feel like this ):

I know it sounds cliché but I'm sure there's someone out there for you. Someone that loves you and appreciates you for who you are! Also someone who is patient and understanding of your struggles (:

Finding love is super difficult sometimes, but it's worth it in the end (:

 

[bl33ding_heart]

You aren't worthless, desiring a connection with others is a natural human desire. It's in our instincts to feel lonely when we lack it. Loneliness can feel exhilarating. I know how terrible it must feel for you, and I wish for you to find lovely people that will love and apprieciate you for who you are.

 

[LonelyOutcast0528]

I also deal with chronic loneliness and touch starvation. My best advice would be to find a substitute for the former and hope the latter resolves itself over time. For loneliness, try finding a community of like-minded people, whether it's a niche Discord server or one dedicated to making friends, there are plenty of them out there. If the need for physical affection doesn't subside, there are alternatives, such as spending time with pets.

 

[violetforever]

I've pushed away almost everyone around me due to my unstable emotions. No one wants to be around an emotionally draining crazy woman

im just like this. even as loving and caring as i can be, nobody wants that from me when i can also become hysterical. im not worth it and no one should have to put up with me. im so upset with myself for not being better.

 

[battybites]

im just like this. even as loving and caring as i can be, nobody wants that from me when i can also become hysterical. im not worth it and no one should have to put up with me. im so upset with myself for not being better.

i feel that.. my best moments don't seem to outweigh my worst no matter how hard i try, but at least we're trying

 

[SMG08ABUSER]

welcome to the club brother. this loneliness will literally be the death of me