NSFW I'm going to die from excessive masturbation!

[Crematoryy]

My heart is aching as I write this. How long has it been? Two years since I first announced this would happen? This cardiovascular pain will kill me. Throughout my life I've had to resort to pornography and masturbation to have even the slightest sexual contact with women. It's always been lonely; no one has ever loved me; no one even knows I exist. I think when I finish writing I'll call an ambulance. My loneliness will be the cause of my pain. My addiction was a coping mechanism for the emptiness, for the suffering. Every day I wished I had someone by my side. I dreamed of it. Maybe the world will finally deny me one last time.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Definitely gooning more in my depression

 

[goldenwitch]

What definitely helped me was trying to jerk off exclusively to my thoughts, no external influences allowed. The stimulation remains so you don't get withdrawal symptoms that are too bad but it's a good first step towards getting just a bit better. Though I have my ups and downs I'm definitely waaay better than how I used to be like. And once you actually start masturbating less your soul begins to heal a bit more. Which could allow you to finally find someone to share your life with.

 

[ghost-shock]

What definitely helped me was trying to jerk off exclusively to my thoughts, no external influences allowed. The stimulation remains so you don't get withdrawal symptoms that are too bad but it's a good first step towards getting just a bit better. Though I have my ups and downs I'm definitely waaay better than how I used to be like. And once you actually start masturbating less your soul begins to heal a bit more. Which could allow you to finally find someone to share your life with.

Ive tried this but its just not for me. Thoughts dont get you to finish. Also when someone's inexperienced its extremely difficult to imagine the sensation of human touch and desire when you havent/barely felt it. I literally couldn't imagine human touch in my thoughts when i was a virgin. So it just caused self pleasure to become very frustrating. Some people need physical and visual stimuli to finish. Iam one of those people. If im not getting it physically then im going to have to get it visually.

 

[Always-in-trouble]

What definitely helped me was trying to jerk off exclusively to my thoughts, no external influences allowed. The stimulation remains so you don't get withdrawal symptoms that are too bad but it's a good first step towards getting just a bit better. Though I have my ups and downs I'm definitely waaay better than how I used to be like. And once you actually start masturbating less your soul begins to heal a bit more. Which could allow you to finally find someone to share your life with.

I feel like when you are a porn addict it is just better to go cold turkey for a short while (or fully) then try with thoughts as you would be jacking off to to the material in your head. I have this problem.

 

[PI3.14]

Pornography is bad, really really bad.

It will only intensify your depression. Masturbating is ok though as long as it's not associated with porn.

Something I don't see it talked about much is masturbating to relieve stress, not sure if that's healthy in the long term.

If you're doing it so much, like literally everyday and perhaps multiple times a day, then that's addiction. Try to at least drop the porn, it only makes you more depressed anyways so what's the point of it?

 

[Crematoryy]

You all misunderstood me. I developed a heart condition from excessive cerebral orgasms. Study the physiology of orgasm and you'll see that blood vessels dilate during ecstasy. I did this compulsively for years, and now I'm extremely debilitated. I blame this world for my failure. If it had provided me with a partner, a girlfriend, as it does for other people, I would never have had these problems. I don't know how long I'll last since I'm addicted, and my addiction is leading me to death.

It's definitely not a metaphor, a hyperbole. It's literal.

 

[fadedghost]

You all misunderstood me. I developed a heart condition from excessive cerebral orgasms. Study the physiology of orgasm and you'll see that blood vessels dilate during ecstasy. I did this compulsively for years, and now I'm extremely debilitated. I blame this world for my failure. If it had provided me with a partner, a girlfriend, as it does for other people, I would never have had these problems. I don't know how long I'll last since I'm addicted, and my addiction is leading me to death.

It's definitely not a metaphor, a hyperbole. It's literal.

Did you have any other co-occuring disorders? I've never heard of too many orgasms causing a heart condition. Were you also exercising and eating healthy? It's hard for me to believe. Is there any medical literature showing this can happen?

I feel like the whole "porn is evil and bad for you" is something that pretty and handsome people, who lack empathy for less attractive people, say because of religious reasons, or sometimes religious people just say that because they are indoctrinated into fantasy beliefs about a non-existent spiritual world of make believe.

Pornography is bad, really really bad.

It will only intensify your depression. Masturbating is ok though as long as it's not associated with porn.

Something I don't see it talked about much is masturbating to relieve stress, not sure if that's healthy in the long term.

If you're doing it so much, like literally everyday and perhaps multiple times a day, then that's addiction. Try to at least drop the porn, it only makes you more depressed anyways so what's the point of it?

I disagree with this, having sex with people is a normal part of human existence and when a person isn't having sex, they are going to get depressed no matter what unless they are very old or very religious. Normal people need sex to function normally. For people who are involuntarily celibate, I don't think that if you take away the porn, the result is going to be happiness; the result is just going to be even more misery. A lot of time these anti-porn crusaders just hate that some men and women are willing to take off their clothes for money and it grosses them out; it's a prudish judgemental reaction to empathy for people who are not able to find someone.