Help Im going to ctb coming up pretty soon

[javie33]

Now I'm going to ctb I'm just scared of one thing failing I have failed several times every single time I wake up from an attempt I feel worse then I've ever felt before and I have been through shit it's a feeling I wouldn't wish on anyone and I don't want to feel that again I need help on finding a guarantee method any suggestions? I have already done all my preparations I quit my job signed off my possessions a long time ago my first attempt actually I just need it to work this time I never have left a note before should I this time does it help?

 

[SilentSadness]

It's such a pain that we are forced to live in this horrendous world, it must be so awful what you've gone through. Unfortunately there is no guaranteed method because the pro-lifers want to ensure we are as miserable as possible to affirm their world views. I personally wouldn't bother leaving a note because it will make it worse if you fail but if you do then I would recommend trying to make people feel better rather than sounding bitter. I hope you find some peace in this cruel reality.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it sounds horrific failing a suicide attempt and I hate how it's so difficult to finally leave this world behind. I guess that with methods, it has to be a personal decision deciding what is best, there are just no easy answers to this unfortunately, I believe that if suicide was straightforward and reliable methods were easily accessible I would be long gone from this world at this point. I do think that a note can potentially be beneficial to those who are left behind as it might make it easier for them if they have some kind of explanation, but I guess that it's a personal decision deciding to write one or not.