I'm going insane

[ravenx]

I'm afraid I might hurt somebody because oh God I would. I wanna rip my face off with my fingers, mutilate my body because of how much I hate it. I hate my life, I hate my family, I hate living this way and being stuffed into a pile of garbage. No one has ever loved me and no one will. Not even God loves me. I'm doomed forever to be condemned for NOTHING.

 

[socksnsandles]

gods not real so you dont have to worry about whether they love you or not

 

[ravenx]

gods not real so you dont have to worry about whether they love you or not

Seems to be the case. This life is even more miserable then. But whatever, im going to take all this anger with me.

 

[socksnsandles]

Seems to be the case. This life is even more miserable then. But whatever, im going to take all this anger with me.

sucks that we have to go out angry/sad but its a good thing you recognize you will be taking it with you on the way out rather than taking it out on others.