Venting I'm glad Sasu exists

[Gstreater]

It's hard to talk about what I'm going through to people that I know. Like I'm one hundred percent sure I sound fucking insane and I feel completely stupid for how I ended up like this. Sasu is genuinely the only place I could how I truly feel about everything that's happened about how awfully I'm really doing without worry of getting stuck in a ward or someone feeling guilty or someone worrying. I want to appear fine to everyone I know, everyone that has to look me in the eyes when they ask me if anything is wrong and if I'm okay when they're part of the reason I'm not.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Seriously! SaSu is the best site ever with full of beautiful kind hearted people who don't judge, but only offer peace and love..

 

[SoulWhisperer]

I'm grateful this place exists as well, without it I wouldn't have any place to turn to and be honest about my feelings.

 

[Living_Hurts_so_Much]

It's hard to talk about what I'm going through to people that I know. Like I'm one hundred percent sure I sound fucking insane and I feel completely stupid for how I ended up like this. Sasu is genuinely the only place I could how I truly feel about everything that's happened about how awfully I'm really doing without worry of getting stuck in a ward or someone feeling guilty or someone worrying. I want to appear fine to everyone I know, everyone that has to look me in the eyes when they ask me if anything is wrong and if I'm okay when they're part of the reason I'm not.

Those who have never been suicidal will ever be able to understand the hurt and pain I (we) face everyday. I put on the best facade that I can and try to appear as society expects me to be. One day I will not be able to any longer.

 

[human909]

I love this site too. I am so glad that i found this since i would never ever feel comfortable telling someone outside about my suicidal thoughts every single damn day, that's when i head on this site since here people understand me and don't say stuff like "now you need to go to the hospital or something" I truly love this site and hope this remain open for a long long period of time.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

I absolutely love this site and the comfort I can receive here is virtually immeasurable. It's very nice to have a place where I can talk about how I TRULY feel. Even with the people I love most and am comfortable with, I still cushion describing how I feel and downplay it to them. After all, I must be strong for the people in my life

 

[NonEssential]

Whilst some around me know that I occasionally struggle with suicidal thoughts, I'd never dare to reveal them the fact that I have a method and location planned out. I'd only say that on this website.

 

[JesiBel]

True, this site, besides being a source of valuable information, is also a place of mutual support (:

 

[Living_Hurts_so_Much]

Whilst some around me know that I occasionally struggle with suicidal thoughts, I'd never dare to reveal them the fact that I have a method and location planned out. I'd only say that on this website.

Telling someone that is what got me a 7 day stay in the psych ward. I told them whatever I had to to get the fuck out of there. As many have said Here is the only place I can share the truth.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Me, too. Only place I can find people I can openly share my anti-natalist views with.

 

[d3j3ct3dl0s3r05]

This site is pretty epic I would say. Usually people irl just spew that light at the end of the tunnel crap when I know that's not really possible given my many chronic mental issues stemming from my upbringing. I personally don't see a point in continuing to exist when my issues make it difficult to even hold down a job without being mistreated/bullied. I will never be "outspoken" or "confident" or "sociable" because I never had a good start in the first place. I can try all I want, the people with more stable upbringings will always snag all the opportunities whilst you just get left in the dust. Saying this irl would just get me branded negative but ngl that's just how it is tbh. It's cool to have a space where I can just say stuff like this without being institutionalised or forced on unhelpful medications

 

[Silently Dying]

I'm grateful too Here, I can speak about my feelings without being judged