I'm getting a hotel for tonight.

[SuicideBoys93]

I just need to get it over with. If I want to do last meal kind of thing, when should quit drinking or eating?

Sodium Nitrite
Gaviscon extra strength. (Antacid)
Ibuprofun.

 

[Alec]

Check out @Stan 's guide for SN, use the search tab.
I'm so sorry you are in pain, I wish you all the best!!!! I wish so bad there was a way to tale the pain away

 

[Steamm]

Out of curious, did Stan died by SN poisoning?

 

[faust]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

The rest job is yours.

 

[russian_roulette]

I wish you an safe and peaceful journey!

 

[Jean4]

Out of curious, did Stan died by SN poisoning?

Yes. On December 8. Read the Frank Sinatra thread. It's his goodbye post.

 

[jgm63]

I just need to get it over with. If I want to do last meal kind of thing, when should quit drinking or eating?

Sodium Nitrite
Gaviscon extra strength. (Antacid)
Ibuprofun.

You can probably get away with 4 or 5 hours of fasting, provided the meal is not too large. If you had a really big meal then you might need 7 or 8 hours....
Also, for SN you're supposed to stop drinking water 1 or 2 hours before....

I have some fasting notes in my N guide :

Spoiler: post-509449

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-protocol-regime-regimen-notes.27092/post-509449

However, for SN, you would *not* do the step where you eat something light after completing the fast, 1 hour before taking the SN. For SN you want an empty stomach.

There are also good SN fasting notes here :

Spoiler: fasting-sn.29987

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/fasting-sn.29987/

 

[SuicideBoys93]

Hotel is booked, thank you to everyone that posted the information I asked for. Going for one last lifting session. Supposed to check in at 3pm CST.

 

[Indieblue]

Hope your transition is peaceful

 

[Jean4]

Hotel is booked, thank you to everyone that posted the information I asked for.

We are here for you. You know that and you won't be alone.

 

[jgm63]

I notice you don't have antiemetic.

Could these notes be of any use ? :

Spoiler: over-the-counter-otc-antiemetics

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/over-the-counter-otc-antiemetics.31372/

 

[SuicideBoys93]

I notice you don't have antiemetic.

Could these notes be of any use ? :

Spoiler: over-the-counter-otc-antiemetics

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/over-the-counter-otc-antiemetics.31372/

I have sleep aid with me, which is Diphenhydramine. You think I can take five I usually take to sleep, or take recommend dose?

 

[jgm63]

I have sleep aid with me, which is Diphenhydramine. You think I can take five I usually take to sleep, or take recommend dose?

I could only really make a guess.
So what are some different options you're proposing, in terms of mg ?

 

[Ghost2211]

We are all here for you.

 

[SuicideBoys93]

I could only really make a guess.
So what are some different options you're proposing, in terms of mg ?

20MG SN
Gaviscon calls for two capsules for one dose. I'll double it.
1000MG of Ibuprofen.
My normal Diphenhydramine dose for me is 250mg. I can take more, because I have in the past. Planned on letting the sleep aid kick in first. Usually take 30 to 45min. Trick for me is not staying up on it for too long. If I just move quick and lay down I may be alright.

 

[Steamm]

There are a lot involved in the SN method that turns it difficult

 

[SuicideBoys93]

There are a lot involved in the SN method that turns it difficult

I know unfortunately... The most peaceful way if you can get it right. Unfortunately I have zero access to meto or legit painkillers.

 

[Steamm]

I know unfortunately... The most peaceful way if you can get it right. Unfortunately I have zero access to meto or legit painkillers.

You should try charcoal burning. Its also peaceful and not that complicated

 

[jgm63]

20MG SN
Gaviscon calls for two capsules for one dose. I'll double it.
1000MG of Ibuprofen.
My normal Diphenhydramine dose for me is 250mg. I can take more, because I have in the past. Planned on letting the sleep aid kick in first. Usually take 30 to 45min. Trick for me is not staying up on it for too long. If I just move quick and lay down I may be alright.

ok, well you seem to have a fair handle on it, and I'm not sure I can call it any better than you, so I would say go with whatever you think feels appropriate....

 

[Indieblue]

Hope for the best.

 

[jgm63]

You should try charcoal burning. Its also peaceful and not that complicated

We don't necessarily need to be telling the OP to change their plan at the last moment.

They seem to have a fairly sound plan that has been well thought out.
Others have done okay without any antiemetic.

If the OP thinks they are not too bad at "keeping things down", then they may well be fine.

It's really up to the OP to decide.....

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Best wishes to you. I was born in 93 too so it's special seeing someone my age going. Hope you find peace

 

[SuicideBoys93]

My mom just so happened to FaceTime me out the blue to show me a little of my nephew's basketball game. Universe works in mysterious ways. Glad I got to tell her I love her face to face, well at least over FaceTime.

 

[jgm63]

20MG SN
Gaviscon calls for two capsules for one dose. I'll double it.
1000MG of Ibuprofen.
My normal Diphenhydramine dose for me is 250mg. I can take more, because I have in the past. Planned on letting the sleep aid kick in first. Usually take 30 to 45min. Trick for me is not staying up on it for too long. If I just move quick and lay down I may be alright.

20MG SN -> I assume you mean 20g SN ?

 

[Steamm]

My mom just so happened to FaceTime me out the blue to show me a little of my nephew's basketball game. Universe works in mysterious ways. Glad I got to tell her I love her face to face, well at least over FaceTime.

Perhaps she's feeling you are about to leave. Mother's instinct

 

[SuicideBoys93]

20MG SN -> I assume you mean 20g SN ?

Yes my bad, 20G!

 

[Jean4]

My mom just so happened to FaceTime me out the blue to show me a little of my nephew's basketball game. Universe works in mysterious ways. Glad I got to tell her I love her face to face, well at least over FaceTime.

Was that difficult for you? Do you want to talk about it?

 

[SuicideBoys93]

Was that difficult for you? Do you want to talk about it?

No I was fine. Just sucks because I know I'm going crush her, and that's now what I intend to do. I just hope one day she forgives me. I have had my note written for a while that's sat tucked away in my dresser. I plan to record a video on my phone telling everyone how sorry I am, and how much I love everyone. I'm going to go into notes type my passcode, and let them know I have a video recorded. I'll screenshot and set it as my screensaver.

 

[LMLN]

I'm so sorry to see you go. We are here whatever happens. Peace and love to you. ❤

 

[SuicideBoys93]

Just to clarify, nothing about this site will be spoken. I'm not documenting anything. I'm going to self ban later this afternoon.


I'll just use this time now to say good bye, and good luck to everyone. Thank you all for every thing. I'll see y'all around.