Im feeling she is forced..

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

The girl i love know im suicidial because of her so i feel like she is forced to not be angry at me etc

I think she really hate me because of that, i dont want her to suffer, i dont know what to do

Its not only about my suffering its like my life make other suffer just be existing, please really end me

 

[Lam1dz]

The girl i love know im suicidial because of her so i feel like she is forced to not be angry at me etc

I think she really hate me because of that, i dont want her to suffer, i dont know what to do

Its not only about my suffering its like my life make other suffer just be existing, please really end me

the longer i live the longer i hate life i hope you'll be ok and find your peace in the end best wishes

 

[AShipinthedark]

The girl i love know im suicidial because of her so i feel like she is forced to not be angry at me etc

I think she really hate me because of that, i dont want her to suffer, i dont know what to do

Its not only about my suffering its like my life make other suffer just be existing, please really end me

I lost the love of my life because I could never quite communicate why I felt the way I do. I relate to you on that level. I wish I had known about these forums back then. I also relate to feeling as though my own existence were harmful to others, it was my own decisions which led to another suicide earlier this year. I can't justify going on while being such a harmful influence on others. You are not alone in your thinking.

 

[Sad Avocado]

The girl i love know im suicidial because of her so i feel like she is forced to not be angry at me etc

I think she really hate me because of that, i dont want her to suffer, i dont know what to do

Its not only about my suffering its like my life make other suffer just be existing, please really end me

My ex is still the most important person in my life and i had so many problems with her. My only problem is that she still cares a lot about me as I am one of the most important people in her life. I know that if I ctb she will immediately think that its her fault because its the only thing that could go wrong in my life right now but at least i will try to make a recording or a letter trying to convince her that she is not at fault. She doesnt deserve to suffer just because she doesnt feel the same way for me