Venting Im fasting for SN method and I forgot how good it feels

[leavingthesoultrap]

I used to have anorexia when I was a teenager. Ive been smoking on empty stomach for couple of hours now and it feels good suprisingly.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Are you attempt sn soon?

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

Not quite. Its like 8pm here. Im going to sleep today. And I might do it next day in the morning

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck! I hope u find peace.

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

I will make a seperate goodbye thread if I proceed with it

 

[DeadHead]

I like your user name. How do you plan to avoid the reincarnation /soul trap?

 

[tarococo]

I always feel good when I'm fasting, so I totally relate. Have a history of suffering from eds too, and I just feel so in control, somehow it's comforting.
But besides that I also like that clear state of mind im in while fasting, personally.
And obviously, since SN is my method too and fasting is required I get comfort from knowing I could technically leave anytime while doing so

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

I like your user name. How do you plan to avoid the reincarnation /soul trap?

I will freestyle it I guess. I dont trust anything that will happen after I die

 

[DeadHead]

I will freestyle it I guess. I dont trust anything that will happen after I die

That's the right attitude, don't go to the light!

 

[IWishToDie]

Not quite. Its like 8pm here. Im going to sleep today. And I might do it next day in the morning

@leavingthesoultrap Did you died?

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

@leavingthesoultrap Did you died?

Nah if you go on my profile you can see that I was online after this.