I'm doing it tonight

[mike20]

I brought scissors last time I tried. I cut the rope and escaped. That was big mistake. I wasn't prepared to do it. Confused and Scary. I cried 1hour straight. I came back home. I had to told my parents because I skipped the opening day of school. Depressed for 6months and just sad after. That was 4years ago. I haven't achieved anything, wasting my time, giving false hopes to my family I could get better.

And today I'm going with full suspension again. I have a 5meters of 11mm static climbing rope. I'm not gonna bring scissors and also prepaired mentally this time. I've only been here short time but this site helped me overcone the fear and dealing with the concept of dying. I almost feel like I'm not doing something big. I feel like it is some kind of routine. lol.

I love you all. I give you guys big hug. Hope you find your way, too.

 

[Passersby]

Hi Mike, if you must do it then I hope your suffering ends. I will be joining you sooner than later. I know exactly what a 11 mm static climbing rope is because I used to rock climb and have one myself. This with full suspension would definitely get the job done. There is no going back with full suspension. Hope you can find another way out of your problems though. I wonder how these celebrities get past there fears of dying and si because a lot of them seem to go with hanging?

 

[Nem]

Hugs mate, all the best for an anxiety free exit

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

I wish you peace and happiness <3

 

[Meant2Die]

Wishing you a quick exit! gL

 

[jgm63]

If you decide to proceed, then I wish you a safe journey.

 

[Asta]

Love, light and the best possible journey, Mike.

 

[C_F]

Best wishes, Mike <3

 

[Time]

Sending much love & big hugs your way, mike20. I hope that your exit is as peaceful & painless as possible & that you find peace.