Method Im desperately looking for a way to go.

[bawiao]

I don't care how painful it is, honestly. I just want a way to go. I've never actually attempted before because I've always been too scared of the embarrassment of surviving, but I don't really care anymore. The problem is that I don't have anything. I haven't got a strong rope so I could at least hang myself, nor do I have anywhere super stable I could at least attach it to. All I can think of is drinking bleach, but even then, I've heard it's a long and painful death that's not even guaranteed. I could try to electrify myself maybe.. all of these options I have are just too risky for me? In a few days, I'm supposed to be going to a train station for a "holiday," but even then, I'd feel guilty about the people around me, and I might not even have the guts to jump forward. I don't have anything I could overdose on either. I'm desperate. Are there any other ways anyone knows? That is somewhat common anyway.​

 

[Zegers]

SN, Firearm, Jump, you can browse methods here.

 

[Scacie]

SN, there are plenty of guides on it here and it's my method of choice

 

[GasMonkey]

 

[dumpstermagic]

castor beans and acetone

 

[outrider567]

I don't care how painful it is, honestly. I just want a way to go. I've never actually attempted before because I've always been too scared of the embarrassment of surviving, but I don't really care anymore. The problem is that I don't have anything. I haven't got a strong rope so I could at least hang myself, nor do I have anywhere super stable I could at least attach it to. All I can think of is drinking bleach, but even then, I've heard it's a long and painful death that's not even guaranteed. I could try to electrify myself maybe.. all of these options I have are just too risky for me? In a few days, I'm supposed to be going to a train station for a "holiday," but even then, I'd feel guilty about the people around me, and I might not even have the guts to jump forward. I don't have anything I could overdose on either. I'm desperate. Are there any other ways anyone knows? That is somewhat common anyway.​

Why subject yourself to pain? If you don't mind spending $500, Nitrogen is a peacefully effective way to go(Inert Gas Mega Thread)

 

[missingpeace]

You can't just manifest something out of thin air. I know your desperate to go but if you want a successful attempt there should be even a little bit of preparation involved. Hanging, jumping are methods that require the minimal amount of materials but have good success rate. Then there is whole other question of overcoming your SI. Unfortunately suicide is not easy and it really depends on how much you desire death.

 

[bigdog]

Everybody is talking about train method it seems so scary and unpredictable to me. So many people lost their limbs.

 

[LittleJem]

wolfsbane plant

 

[FuneralCry]

All that anyone can do on here, is do their own research into this which is the whole point of this site. Suicide just isn't straightforward, both overdosing and bleach aren't recommended methods. If there was an easy, accessible and reliable way to exit I would likely be long gone, there are just no easy answers to this as we do exist in a world that restricts people access to suicide methods. Only the individual can decide what method is best, but anyway I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for.